people always say be forwards looking, dun look back.
but who dont.
who dun miss the past when they were younger and happier?
had the best time for the past 20 years.
perfect life granting everything i ever wanted.
people always say, a decision made, and there it changes everything.
without going into nbps, i wouldnt have known 858 clique. without going opss i wouldnt get to know fsome, softballers and every other things that happened.
now, without going NTU, what will happen to me?
i guess this is a decision that is gonna affect my entire life,
but a twist in life doesnt always mean a bad.
i tried, i cant, i go.

i always hope for the better, and i know, i can, because its me.
life changes, and when priorities changes, value set, no other people can affect your decision.
had been hoping for the past few weeks that let this decision made be the best decision, not certain but what will happen next. but at least, i know, i am happier.
truly happier.

maybe this is the most important thing. isnt it?