i had my first celebration of halloween night in my whole life.
ITS FUN FUN FUN FUN multiply by a million(: hahhahaha.
thanks to clique.
and i know new friends like Caifen and Clovie. thanks to Father Romeo! hahahahahha.
i enjoyed so much(: i shall upload the photos later on! :D

okay i forgotten to talk about last afternoon first.
school was -BORING- i skipped 1/4 of my lecture to meet xin and linh(: heheheh.
we went over to orchard. SHOPPED. mangaged to get two tops at herren. and we went for movie. high school musical is okay. not very entertaining. i was much entertained by the main actor instead only. hahahhaa(:
okay linh went home. THANKS FOR XIN'S ACCOMPNAY TO LUCKY PLAZZA TO GET MY CAMERA.
fuck it. i feel damn cheated. even until now.
the first shop sold the camera at 450. i spoke so much to the person and when i was about to withdrawl money to pay him, i found that antoher shop sold 400.
then went to second storey,
me:"uncle how much is this?"
uncle: "$520."
me: "WTF? uncle down there sell 400 only eh"
uncle:"hmmmmm.. den i selll you 400"

WTF WTF? hell shit. i felt so cheated after asking so many shop.
i told markus and sherwin about it. and i realise i need a guy's accompany to get such digital stuff becuase they are really more experience wiht this.

xin walked with me around lucky plazza for one whole hour can! hahaha(:
but i am still gettin gthe camera. and i am offically, BROKE! hahahahhaha!

oh damn. i was checking my share folder and i realsie that marcus had took many many videos in the previous and previous chalet.

i was laughing when i look through all the video.

but THIS IS THE FUNNIEST AND SHORTEST VIDEO.

I WAS ROLLING ON THE GROUND WHEN I SEE THIS. i know da jie will kill me when he watch it when he was out of the camp. but its really funnyla! hahahahah:D

gooodbye, love

tortoise khong is dead. fuck i am sad.
i know this a minute ago from mommy that my favourite is gone this morning.
she was motionless.
shit, i cried immediately upon hearing this.
she had stayed with me for 11 years. aunty gave it to me as a present since i was six.
eventually i lost interest in tortoise and neglected her like nobody business.
but i cant help it but to tear when hearing that she was dead.

mommy told me she was crying yesterday. she meow like a cat.
mommy told me her friend said that tortoise do have some human sense. they will say goodbye before they die.
and beloved tortoise khong sound goodbye this mornig.
i never see her goodbye.

fuck, i am damn sad. dun talk to me.

Labels: goodbye love

oh f*** it f** * it! this is so damn super coool! hahahhahahahha!
I AM ON THE MUSEM! MUAHAHHAAHAAHA! DO VISIT ME! hahhahahhaa!

SUPER COOOLLLL!!!
THIS IS BETTER! WOOOOOT
ONE NIGHT IN BEIJING! WITH SUBWAY! WA SUPER COOL SUPER COOL! HAHAHAHHAHa!
thanks to baby cynthia givign me website! super fun! hahahahhahahahhaahha!
there will be more coming up! and i jsut gave darling xin this website! haahahahahha! and i know she is pasting her face everywhere inside! hahahahhahahahhaa!
put four of us one ah! den i can take from there!wahahhahha!

SUPER COOL LA!
and day is long but good(:

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I LOVE ME ME AND ME WITH MY NEWLY GREEN NAIL POLISH.
muahahaaahaahaaa!

another short and random post.
its already another day okay by the way.
i just want to make a short shout(:

SISTER IS CHEERING, BECUASE SHE GAVE BIRTH TO A TWINS. yeah right!
whatever larh sis. i arleady got 4 babies lor. hahahahha!
can you imagine my big sis jumping around saying that its a boy and a girl. she's skipping in and out of my room.
brother: "aiya! ahmin JEALOUS ONLY LA."
me: "shut up la jie, whatever ah di." hahahahhahaha!

we are talking about the SIMS by the way(: hahahahha(:

and, I MET UP WITH BIG SISTER LAST NIGHT! i went out at 12.05 am. hahahahha! thanks to your call huh da jie(: hahahahha!
he is not doign all right. HE IS SUPER SIAN IN THE CAMP.
like normal, whne i first see jun long. i gave a looooonnnnggg laugh and giggle around before settle down and talk to him(: hahahha(:
but qisheng found a ah nei friend inside "AH DEY?" hahahahhaha!
hope you will be doing fine da jie! and wan yee was soundly asleep when we wanted to call her down too.

WANYEE! I TELL YOU WHAT!
qisheng is using th ephone i gave him and HE IS WEARING THE SHIRT YOU GAVE HIM! hahhahhaha(: i bet wan yee is super happy(: hahahhaha!
okay!
bye~

i know this is the third post of the day.
just bear with it(: hahahaha!

my room is filled with farting smell!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwww.

i just made a post a minute ago.
like once over again, maybe i shouldnt be bored, then i wouldnt have go around seeing people's blog.
becuase what i see again, pop me a question in the mind.

boy, how much have you hurt her?
why one is not enough? why do i see the second third and fourth one?
i start to find myself hard to talk to you. so much harder than i thought.

say hello again.
I AM HAVING MY TAGBOARD BACK.
because i have many many many complains.
hahahhaha!
first, miss toh you can now tell me! hahhahaha!
and mr BIG FATHER JIT PO. make sure you let me see you tag! hahahhaha

but i might just remove it somedays later if i really still feel that i dun want to have a tagboard.
and i realise i had went through blog without tagboard for more than a month. so it doesnt really matter right? ahhahahah(:

anyway, with tagboard will let me chat more with bestie. which is the main reason why i want back my tagboard. i need more chatting with bestie. i am very serious(: i miss him alot alot okay!(:

and i wonder how qisheng is(: i hope he is doing fine

and guess what? i just heard my blog song from my sister's lappy when i am blogging. how funny you see(: i turn over and give her a big grin(:


MY BIGGEST SECRET IS OUT!

okay. i want to blog so much
i got abundent of photos to be uploaded. hahahah!
but i shall only post when i finish all my tutorials and projects.
which is like a height of mountain, becaus ei am taking my super own sweet time to finish it(:
yeah. day at home is never bad i tell you. i am super desired for this.
and,

i really dun understand why.
okay, i find it rather cute. becuase i am the extra small. but why am i the extra small?!
and why?! xin? why are we chickens???? oh my god.
hahahhahaha! i tell you i have been thinking about this the whole night!
hahahahha. why can we be pigs? hipppo?? why chickenS????
especially chicken EXTRA SMALL?! like me?! hahahahhahahahha!
okay! i love fsome, very much!


bye!

sometimes, i cant help but to really think
how can a human be so real dumb.
its real dumb you see.
when she know what goes wrong. and she know how many times she is wrong.
but yet, she is stilll so dumb.

and she cant blame anyone for the pain.

oh i am bored to rotten banana. (because i dun like rotten shit you see) hahhaa(:
orrgghhh i am waiting for my princess. (not prince) okay, and they go like "AGAIN?" hahhahaha!
yes i have been waiting for linh for the past three days and go home with her(: and later on we are meeting xin for subway.
OH MY SUBWAY MELT. wait for me!! yummm(: hahahhaha!
today is a really exhausted day, i dun know why. i cant pull myself out of bed. i just love the big comforter that i bought from hong kong yuh. yahahha(:
and i got so bloody irritated by the crowd when i reached clementi MRT station. orgghhhh.
I MISSED LIKE 5 BUSES? bloody hell shit. hahahhaa(:

i was heading to the right and bus came at the left. i walked to the left and the bus came from the right and i missed 2 ngee ann buses.

i was texting while waiting and what make it worst, that stupid lady is peeping at my text. i looked back and she denied it and look away. OKAY, NEVER MIND. i turned back again SHE IS STILL READING!
i tell you my reaction?
1) i turned over, stared at her
2) I TSK HER!
3) i diao her.
hahhahaha! believe it anot, i did that. becuase i am in such a panic mood with the super heavy lappy. dun come about and try to irritate me. hahahahhaha!

anyway, school today is good. because i was cheered up as soon as i reach school. becuas ei had a good match of dressing! whahahahhahahah!
okay shut up!

bye!

uh huh. actually i am not in the very right mood to blog. but i had to, before i forget what i wanted to say in my post previously.
by the way, one of the reason is i am worried for xin. i hope she is really alright, love.
okay.
went back to OPSS today, for some parents meeting session for brother khong.
oh, OP. there's no longer any missing feeling but just some kind of familar feeling. somewhere that i used to belong, i am very sure. somewhere my happiness and saddness started. somewhere part of my life belonged too.
i saw mr ramesh. he was really surprise to see me there and know that QINGWEI( one of his student ) is my brother. i bet there's really more problem with my brother luh huh.
uh huh. met miss grace chang. great improvement. but brother khong is mixing with a wrong group of friends in class.

what i wanted to say it. when miss grace chang heard that brohter khong is joining softball, SHE GOT REALLY BIG REACTION and obviously, she object my brother from joining.
is it true that nearly all the teachers in opss do not like softballers? is it true that softballers give pretty much troubles to the school? haaha! i am not disappointed upson hearing this actually.
it actually rank back certain past memeories i had. remember how playful softballers really is.
qisheng smash the small windoq by the door. we smash the window of DNT room. we played with the pipe. the roof is spoiled.
everyhting is much of the memories i had actually.
i cant help it but to look around brother's class room. its my 2a1 classroom. all room is similiar i should say. i start to see siyuan siyuan sitting in front of me. i start to hear jasper's voice irritating me. i saw to see mr goh. hahahhahah! everything is just coming back at a point of time.
there i realise, secondary school memories is memories that i can never let it go.
somewhere i got the relationship built up with fsome. somewhere that i got all my friend, liek goody friend out there. somewhere i know all my best brothers and sisters in softball.
part of my life(:

and the teacher happen to go on and asked.
"qiwei, are you sure these friends are they one that you really want to hang out wiht? do you think they will be there for you when you are in trouble? only true friends are there to help you teach you and everything but not to harm you. only true friends will tell you stuff that you do not want to hear but is true."

fsome immediately pop out in front of me. i saw linh, zhen and xin. never did i realsie how important they are to me. when i need a shoulder of support, zhen will always be there for me. whenever i need a listening hear, linh will always be there for me. whenever i see xin, i got this urge to protect her and make sure no one can harm her.
my sisters. its also after talking to darling janice there i know how important three of them are. nono, i know it long ago. but after talking to her, i find them more important than i thought there were. there i realsie, maybe i had many things whihc many people do not.
so i swear and promise i will cherish this sisterhood and i will never hurt them.

this also remind me of what qisheng said the previous day i met him

朋友不用多， 一个就够了！

he is refering to kim heng i know(: hahhaha!
but too bad! NOT FOR ME! BECUASE I DUN HAVE ONE, I HAVE THREE!
三个!
THE BEST OF THE BEST ONES(:

there i also know, many people might not be there for you to cherish. no point if you are persisting on something which you thought worth it but it is not. cherish those that is true and faithful(:

i need to find a way back into love.

okay, i was stuck in my room.
or i should say, i am hiding in my room. becuase of some arguement with daddy khong.
no, i didnt argued with him. he yelled at me for some other's fault.
okay, i cried.
it is difficult to cry for many other things. but a scolding from your dad seriously will just make you flood the whole room. i know many people understand this.

okay. nothing good happen today. oh well. counting in this time, i cried 4 times today.
ha! i am not sure why. but i was watching three different shows and i cried three times.
and three of the shows is all the shows that i had watched it before.
yes, of course i cried at those saddening parts. but in the sense that it wasn't very sad already because i had either watched it thrice or four times already. but the show seems extraodinary sad today. uh huh(:

oh BUT THERE'S ONE THING I AM REALLY GLAD OF(:
went into friendster and saw jayjee's comment. and he said.
"anyway, qisheng love the pressie from you and ms ALOT.(:"
okay i am seriously very very very glad and i stopped crying after seeing this comment.
i am seriously glad that qisheng love the present i got for him. its a phone by the way.
he even called me earlier and say " its so stupid for you to buy a phone la!" hahahhaha! now i know you are lying huh qisheng, you love it alot k. even jayjee sees it(: hahahhaha!
i am super happy, and he promised that he will use it(: oh, love you big sister(: hahahhaha!

okay. bbq was okay. there's something funny too! i shall blog about it later on with all the photos.
anyway.
all the best to people having O's tmr! Especially Soh, bingshun, karwee, raphael, faridah, shueling, rebecca, jaslin, joeybaby, calvin. that's all i can remember so far.
ALL THE BEST!(: JIA YOU!(:

HAPPPPPPPPYYYYYY 17th BIRTTTHHHHDDAAAAYYYYYY
DEAR GRACEY

nice and simple,
I LOVE YOU!

bloody hell. if i were not to make a post today, i tell you, i am no longer KHONGSHIMIN man!
okay, everything in school was nice. i love baby janice and markus and sherwin and denise and cynthia like usual(:

it was a date with fsome to nesilemak.
ended school at 3. decided to meet dear another day and i dun want to go fsome and meet fsome at 6 again. so i decided to HEAD to douby ghaut to get some stuff.
oh guess what i got? hehehehhe!
i got a card pad for 50 bucks(: woot. i will make full use of it.
but bloody hell. its damn heavy AND i was still carrying my shoe bag that time.

okay STORY START.
heading back to khatib to meet fsome. texted linh and she say she is no longer come,
AND WITH A SUPER SUPEIR LOUSY ATTITUDE OKAY! ITS THE WORST ATTITUDE OF LINH I EVER SEEN! serious!
not even an apology and "you all go la" this kind of attitude you see. stupid linh i am going to chop you into pieces! i tell you, my BLOOD IS BOILING TO THE HIGHEST ALREADY OKAY! and belongings is damn heavy la!
called xin. SHE IS REALLY CALM AND STEADY YOU KNOW.
met xin at khatib, walked home. I WAS CURSING AND SWEARING AT LINH ALLLLLL THE WAY. I WAS REALLY ANGRY THAT I PLANNED NOT EVEN TO TALK TO HER ANYMORE!
xin had never seen me so angry with linh before you know! ahaahaha!

okay! reached interchange for 171. stupid xin say she stomachACHE! at the point when 171 bus arrived. asked her to head to the toilet at the mac there. but she insisted DUN WANT. and wors still, her card was FUNDLESS! and she want to top up at the mrt station. I TELL YOU, I AM BURNING HOT THAT TIME!
stupid linh ps at the very last minute without saying and without any apology.
stupid xin staying so calm not like her usual and giving me so much trouble!
BURNING SHIT I TELL YOU!

but............ ahhahahhahahahahhahahah! i was only 30% tricked!(:
becuase that stupid lady came secretly adn thought i didnt see her! hahahhaha!
so overall, it was a trick tyring to make me angry. but i was only 30% fooled darlings! hahahhaha!

you know why i know it was jsut a set up???
1) MISS TOH WAS SUPER CALM AND COOL WHEN SHE KNOW LINH PSED WITHOUT ANYWARNING. usually she will be the most agitated one if any of us were not able to make it.
2) she was telling me linh might be busy. ( she is always the most agitated one you see)
3) SHE WAS TEXTING ALL THE WAY ( i guess is linh)
4) she was somehow smiling when i was cursing and swearing at linh
5)SHE WAS REALLY NOT A LITTLE ANGRY OKAY!

hahahahhahaha!
actually this show how important linh is to me okay! hahahhaha! you can ask xin becuas ei was really really angry, and when linh appeared, i totally changed la! hahahahah!

and, ooooops, sorry qisheng. you called at the wrong time when i was burnign so i somehow raised my volume when speaking to you. sorry. hahahhaha.

okay that's all.(:

oh, i forgotten to add one thing earlier,
BROTHER KHONG OFFICIALLY JOINED SOFTBALL!
I was kind of shocked when mummy told me this.
but this is the fact. hahahaha.
but too bad soh wouldnt be there already. if not at least someone can ensure me that my brother was taken good care of.
okay! i am goign to play softball with my brother already(: i am teaching him!
OH I MISS SOFTBALL!

okay. school had reopened for four days. it is so far so good. but i know that i am still in holiday mood because i cant totally concentrate in the lecture everyday. i just hope every lecture can jsut end as soon as possible(:
but having school with friends was great(: i had spend most of my time with baby janice and the two gays(: hahahha! i am happy i can say.
we just went about everyday, evverywhere and the two guys is really nice to shop with. i dun usually shop with guys, becuas ei think they are lousy shopper that will just go like, "okay larh, not bad" or, "oh, like ah? buy lor." normally i think like that.
but sherwin and markus is good shopper, not only they walked and accompanied us to shop, they will even give comment on everything we chose. you see waht i mean of good friend? hahahaha(:
over at raffles place, when markus went to toilet.

hehehhe


oh we went arcade! hahahah! it had been damn long since i went arcade. basketball was fun fun fun! but i was lousy lousy lousy! i paired with markus and markus was good luh! but i was so shitty! hahhaha(: damn funny.
ball game was even better! i lvoe it! i just threw 5 balls at one go to hit the thieft! yeah!
okay, school was so far so good.
yesterday was good too(: early release. i knew new friend. and we went orchard later on with markus sherwin and charmaine (sherwin's friend)
caught BURN AFTER READING. BLOODY HELL SHITTY SHOW. DUN EVEN WATCH IT! please! xp

met wan yee and qisheng later on. SUPER DUPER FUN FUN FUN! treat qisheng to dinner at sembawang park. fun fun fun fun fun.
I LOVE WANYEE SOOOO MUCH, AND I LOVE QISHENG SOOOO MUCH.
they are really super ncie to talk to. and qisheng wanted to beat me up a few times, yeah. hahahaha!

the coconut was nice nice.

and qisheng drove us to some i dun know where. and allll the way we chit chat to mid night 2 am. dammmmmnnnn fun. i spoke alot! and wan yee was listening all the way. we really have plenty and plenty of things to talk about. really alot! hahahah!

and i think qisheng is really damn funny. and i think that she is very fortunate. wan yee know who ia m talking about(: i hope he can get what he want as soon as possible. i want him to be happy (: hahhaha!

okay, that's all. i cant even concentrate on waht i am blogging. hahahha! bye!

i am trying hard to entertain myself with blogger.
i am waiting for the two gays right now (:
no, main person is i am waiting for darling linh to finish her school at 5 and go home together.
but it was still really early after gyming.
and, i had the two gays accomapny, i am very glad. but guys can take a long time washing their hair and bodies. yes i agree.
i enjoy sitting outside the gym, becuase whenever someone just swung open the door, there will be cold air blushing through my face, i enjoyed it(:

and people is sweeping me with weird looks on their faces.
so conclusion, its no good no good to wait for a person alone! hahahahah!
but for linh, everything is different okay(: hhehehhe!
my stomaching is yelling in hunger, stupid gays. really stupid gays you know.
stupid markus and sherwin, hahahaha! but i still love them (:

yes, finally, at the point i finish blogging, they are out(:

Labels: my best partner

daddy is feeding me papaya(:
one mouth by one mouth ou!
i got this sort of 幸福的感觉（：

i am so sick of school.
tomorrow is school reopen. yes it is and i know i had not seriously rest enough.
and from amanda, i realise that WE WILL BE HAVING LECTURES EVERYDAY.
motherf*****. which means there will be work everyday and everyday! ahhhhhhh! okay, i'm not veyr upset by that! hahahhaha!

i am browsing through the modules that i will be taking this semester.
BUSINESS LAW! oh, law.
BUSINESS MANAGEMENT. okay i hope it is fun.
DECISION SUPP SPREADSHEET. okay, the module already dun sound fun to me.
FUNDAMENTAL FINANICAL OF ACCOUNTING. okay it is just the second version of INFA, so no feelinga bout that.
INDIVUAL AND THE COMMUNITY. okay, sound like volunteering work, dun sound good.
LIFE MANAGEMENT SKILL. what the hell?
MAROECONOMICs. okay i hope its like econs.

eh. that's all. okay, i am kind of curios what kind of modules is that(: and, i am heading for TWO hours school tomorrow(: blah.
and, why there is no girls going for softball chalet? oh that sound so pathetic larh please.
becausei want to go soooo much(: hahahaha! and i think i am still going becuase mr ang promise me he will be the girl for me for the three days to keep me accompany! wahahhahahahha! (:

shimin, khong is very happy now. very.
FSOME HAD JUST REUNITE(:
darlingLINH is finally back and we had a crazy two hours night at khatib. it is short but like usual so lovely.
i seriously had a lovely night, but i sweat. hahahhaha(:

one more,
primary school chalet is only one word,
FUN. simple but truthful word. it is the first time going for a primary school chalet becuase i missed the previous one. and it is so much more fun than any other chalet(: becasue i seriously had so much fun with them.i shall blog about it later on, becuase, i dun have the photos, and i am tired(:

AND, FIONA WONG CHUN LINH LEI LEI WIN. please send me the photos as soon as possible please honey honey. hahahhahah!

life will definitely be very empty without them i swear!

Labels: goody friend, where are you

okay I AM FINALLY DONE WITH THE PHOTOS(: SO MANY MANY! yes! my dearest babies(: my working mates. photos taken last friday, my last day of work. they missed me so much, so much! ahahhaha! by the way, i am super all right with melyvin alreayd(: i dun detest him any more! hahahahha! i really miss them alot alot!

my best mate in work, yunfang

all the girls that i worked with. i loved them alot alot

the logo!
we went billy bombers for dinner later(: nice nice. we serioulsy had a super great laugh there until the men at the next table were staring and staring. Rita make the joke of the night(: