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♥ KHONG SHI MIN
1:42 AM
Thursday, May 29, 2008:

oh i'm like totally out of mood to study for anything. not anything but is really nothing.
oh, what damn english is this.
supposingly should be in school with nutes for econs make up lesson. but yet, i'm jsut too lazy to travel all the way back to school. s
spoke to markus and sherwin and they make me feel like going back! and for my baby bav! hahaha.
okay,i'm seriously out of mood! and i'm suppose to meet geena for STUDYING. but yet i'm didnt go again because i'm suppose to be out with my sister to make linh's visa card.

oh, PAPER PAPER PAPER. INFA PAPER ON SAT. boring! it hink i just hadnt had enough rest. 12 hours sleep is simply NOT ENOUGH. i need to rest mroe for my comign hong kong trip! oh dear!
i miss that guy that i had only seen once is three years.
oh that song so like the leaps years.
but this is definitely a worst case
ding dong ball.
engrulf awaits.


8:21 AM
Wednesday, May 28, 2008:

the god is jealous of the human beings.
everyone, really every couple is parting their own ways.
oh, i dun like it. i dun like it.
28th may is a lousy day.
but it will stillbe great tomorrow. (:
eveyrday is a better day. i know it.

i LOVE AREOBICS.
i just want to be happy! yeah this is the song played. and every single one is singing.
i LOVE those exercising. but i hate loosing my concentration. becuase i nearly trip off the stepping board and i yelled liek CRAZY~
why i loose my concentration? because i am thinking things that are not related.
and i love my nutes family likehell!

okay, i'm seriously lazy to upload pictures. there's a big file of it (:
anyway, i want common test to be over! i'm leaving!! how great! HAPPY HAPPY~~


9:31 AM
Monday, May 26, 2008:

Better in time. Leona Lewis.

Its been the longest winter without you
I didnt know where to turn to
See somehow I cant forget you
After all that we've been through

Go in, come in
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there? no one
Thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didnt know

You didnt notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning, to love again
All I know is, imma be ok

Thought I couldnt live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals to
It'll all get better in time
Eventhough I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

How could I turn on the tv
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming
Don't wanna let, hurt my feelings
But thats the path, I believe in
And I know that, time will heal it
(no matter how long it takes)

You didnt notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning, to love again
All I know is, imma be ok

Thought I couldnt live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals to
It'll all get better in time
Eventhough I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since theres no more you and me
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is ill be fine without you
Yes I will


Thought I couldnt live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals to
It'll all get better in time
Eventhough I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

(chorus till fade)

i'm letting you go. but i will hold on.
i shall love you again six years down the road when we both turn 23.
i will love you again.
because you are the one.


10:26 AM
Sunday, May 25, 2008:

okay. supposingly i told myself that i will start revising econs today. next week is my common test already. but how lazy, i didnt even start on any work. not even those in e learning. IAMSOLAZY! sighs. i will be staying home this whole week becuase it ELEARNING week! study at home! but i bet i still wont be at home due to many reasons. but iwant to stay home luh. staying home is super good, especially with the company of my dearest BAO BAO!!! haaahaha ;)
okay. i need to go prepare already, but still ithink ishould blog first! if not the photos will just gather and gather! hahahah! last sat is a DUPER GOOD DAY! i told buddy that as long as there is foursome, nothing will be bad :) they are the blood in my body! hahahhaa! how nice heh?
this is actually a belated birthday celebration for zhen zhen's birthday! we are suppose to watch what happen in vegas, MY DESIRE SHOW LA! but it was fully packed in both cineleisure and shaw house. and for TWO TIME SLOTS OKAY! ding dong balls. so we caught made of honour instead.it is also a good show. patick dempisy was my SUPER EYE CANDY! and he's real charming! but not as handsome as bestie? he told me that! hhahahahhaha!
okay, so we went pepper lunch for dinner. we ordered like all different dishes to share? hahahhaha! we didnt took many photos, we didnt take a full family one. but the photos is still as nice! hhahahhaITS A N ITS G ITS A DOUBLE E! ITS A A AND A DOUBLE N! IS NGEE ANN! NGEE ANN!!!
WOOOOOOO!!! NGEE ANNNN!!!! HAHAHAHHAHA!

its because linh sat beside me during dinner. that's why there's so many photos of me and her! hahahha

the ding dong balls!
belated birthday girl! my zhen zhen!
they sat beside each other!hahahah
toilet time!

my dearest! i see her like for two days? she love me like crazy that she came looking for me for two days! hahahah! she's having holidays now and she had jus set off for her camp! i will miss you xin xin! love you man! hahahhaha!
our next plan was steam boat at xin's hosue becaus her parents will be out! and we will have a stay over! hahaa! lookign veyr veyr forward for it. we were all kind of stress over the work we're handling. zhen is definitely handling both her dance and her studies! dun worry zhen! you can do it! and me? yeah... who say poly life is nice and relax? sucks my toe ah! hahahhaha! ooops that sound bad. yes, agreed. ooooops. but i still love my course like crazy! becuase i love it! and i love my nutes family:) plus DENISE AND FOC! i know DUMDEEDUM will have comment after seeing this. talk man weijie! hahahahha.
anyway i meeting someone SUPER IMPORTANT LATER IN AN HOUR TIME! hahhahaha! i think he will feel honoured upson seeing this?? hahahahah! yes its my SUPER VINCENT BESTIE! ahhaa! its like goign 2 months since i last met him? eversince sch reopen we seldom see each other! and also together with WAN YEEE!!!!!! i miss her like crazy too! i bet we will talk till morning later on! hahahahah!
anyway, all the best for the chinese o levels. oh its not too late i hope? hahahha! i did wihs a certain of them last night okay!
all the best to my dearest juniors, jaslin, shue ling , rebecca and others.
jia you SOH HAN CHYN! and BING SHUN and RAPHAEL! and of course JOEY! jia you!!!
and i miss my dear MISS YEO LA! i'm gonna bombard her with calls and meetings during this coming two weeks holiday man! DEARYEO! do you hear that?! hahahahha. miss you la!



9:34 AM
Friday, May 23, 2008:

OH MY DADDY AND MUMMY.
hahaha. this is definitely random. (: i realise there's soooo many movie i want to catch this coming holidays!
i want to watch WHAT HAPPEN IN VEGAS. which is tomorrow and i heard from many many people that its a super nice and perfect show!

1)what happen in vegas
2) sex and the city!
3)prom night
4) over her dead body
5)get smart!
6) driving lesson!!

oh so many and many!! before i got plans, those that want to watch do tell me! ahhahahah! okay i think i'm pretty crazy over movie now. but i want to watch OVER HER DEAD BODY. because it was shown very long already but i hadnt got the chance to catch it!!!!

orrgghhhh

i had spoken to who i want to:)


5:31 AM
:

hundred plus a million of sighs.
looking so forward to be out wiht foursome tomorrow. but i doubt i would be as happy as i normally would.
brother khong done something that were perhaps very tough to be forgiven. a great offence that its hard to be forgiven.
i hate to say this. but mummy jie jie and i will be heading back to school to see his teacher.
we were definitely utterly disappointed. he cried bitterly in the room until both his eyes were swollen red. he dare not speak. hopefully he would learn after this.

definitely, whenever you are down, there would be someone that will come into your mind that you feel like pouring into.

why didnt we even look into the eyes when we spoke?


8:42 AM
Thursday, May 22, 2008:

a promise,
24/7 for you bestie:)
i miss my bestie! :)


7:59 AM
Monday, May 19, 2008:

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MISS TOH ZHEN ZHEN!
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY! I love you DARLIGN DARLING!!!
i love foursome! happy birthday birthday girl!may all your wishes come true!HAPPPY BRITHDAY ZHEN ZHEN!
okay this is definitely not the main birthday celebration. as xin was busy with her exams and i'm busy with my coming project work, we cant meet up on the exact date of her birthday. but we can never miss out herbirthday! so we bought her a birthday cake on the 18th may and blew it exactly at 12 at our usualmeetin gplace:)
there's a few video recording and its SUPER SUEPR FUNNY FOURSOME RECODRING. that i swear it really makes the four os us laugh to the core.i believe zhen will love the stupid and silly us inside!
anyway zhen!
a real happy birthday to you! you are 17 alreayd! so are we!!! except for uhem! hahahahah! i'm so glad to have you as a friend for my past TEN YEARS! its never easy for us to maintain a ten years friendship like that! its defintiely ten years and its still counting to 11 years! till we old. till we marry till we give birth and have each other's child as god children! we promise okay! HAO JIE MEI!
okay, i really had a super great time with foursome last night and we caught up with many things that we hadnt update each other.
though we were pretty busy with our own lives now. but we four were veyr sure that we still love eachof us the best and it will never be change. NEVER! FOREVER NOT!
i know myself its never easy to maintain a friendship. arguement, quarrel is unavoidable. but yet, four of us were still manage to hold on and come to this stage. it will still be hold on forever and ever.

zhen, my stubborn zhen. haahah. thanks for being such a great friend. i love you alawys! thanks for always standing by me when i have problem. "i will always believe you and stand by you min" i remembered this and will never forget. although arguement might be my fault, but you will still stand by me no matter what. I LOVE YOU!!
I LOVE FOURSOME!!!
okay, i spoke to markus last ngiht and he told me foursome is a wrong word to use. okay he told me what it means but i think ic ant be bothered since we had used this name for so long! hahhahaha! right MARKUS TAN KA-WENG?! sound like kar wee though.

hahahha! still HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!



AND OF COURSE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY17TH DAPHNE!!!!
my first base:)) misses!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 17TH ZHANG SHOU!!!!
my chair man!


5:08 PM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008:

this is just the beginning.
okay. i just have the urge so blog early in the morning. yeah, i'm like super early in school today because i came an hour earlier with my sister.
sister khong drove serene to school. i saw serene entering the car holding her shoe bag. she has soccer. soccer. cca. team. games.competition.
yeah right. everyhting just keep moving through my mind. a moment later, i realise that tears welled up in my eyes. yes it does.
a sudden saddness came across.
suddenly i remember i use to enter softball crying becuase i dun feel good there. everyone is having fun but i'm not. slowly, i get to know daphne and wan yee and nadirah. things get better after knowing valentin and sharlini.
grace and shilka joined sofbtall. i dragged weixin in. faridah joined us from b girls to c girls. lousy throwing. in accurate throwing. from clueless knowledge of softball, slowly with the guidence of seniors, a c team started forming.
wan yee, a super great pitcher started. my most powerful chye ning. my long hands and leg daphy, my first base. a cather that hurt her leg before src and jay jee mr goh had to carry her out all the way and she start yelling and yelling, faridah. my most strongest valentin short stop.
my right field shilka, the cutest chilie pardie. my dearest darling weixin centre field and jump up when she caught a fly ball. my dearest dear always standing behind me, grace. the paparazi sharlini. the girl that i missed alot, cassnadra, that falls upon stepping onto a hole.
SRC started. there its goes our first game, having our first head rival, tgk. emitted the fourth in position. having coaches that tell us we well get into finals during nationals. having the best coach in the world. doting and smilng to us. always afraid of hurting us and seeing us., giving us the best treatment. COACH DANIEL.
national starts and we successful got into finals. coach is proud of us, mr goh is proud of us. everyone is. my best team is form.
rather, its so different now. i didnt join any cca. i dun get the team i would had. even if i had, it will never be the same as the past. i wouldnt get to see faridah squatting in front of me. i wouldnt get to see wan yee beside me. i would get to hear chye ning echoing me. i wouldnt get to see daphne and i moving towards bunt ball. i wouldnt get to smile to val when iturn. i wouldnt get to see dear standing behind me. i wouldnt get to see shilka and weixin catching the fly ball. its really so different.
i'm seriously not trying to be emo. but this urge really just came into my mind that i really really had a near to perfect team in the past. i already knew that i had this duper good team and coach misses us. however udner comparision, it only make me feels that this team is even better than i thought.
having the whole team cheering and yelling and screaming, throwing gloves, running to each other, hugging, crounching, crying that we beat nan yang. tgk, cresent.
creating outing to go bowling, shopping, taking neoprint, swimming at daphne's house, going sentosa. having chalet, going escape together, playing blowing, arguement, quarrels. but i still love them.
maybe from a nobody, from people that dunno what's softball, we develop into the best team i ever had.
i really miss my girls. too much that i had expected.
my best team ever. i just miss them so much.



9:19 AM
:

okay. i better take away the previous post. just hope that you had read it and understand it. and i knew you had deleted your journal. hopefully its not due to the reason i had in mind.
i take away the previous post is definitely because the only reason is just to let you know how i feel. i'm not trying to public it.
secondly i dun want people to think that i'm upset over it. i just read tags in my chatterbox. kind of really touch by it to really know that so many people really cared for me. (: i love you guys just too much! hahahaha!
i really all right. I'M FINE (: THANKS.
and i hope you are too, really.

and sherwin, i know you're reading now! so i made this post okay! hahahhaha

and i just read mannan's blog. MANNAN MANNAN MANNAN!!!!!!! I AM NOT NOT NOT NOT TALKING ABOUT YOU!!!! oh my god. i think i call kill myself by knocking my head against the wall. MANNAN, AGAIN, I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT YOU. oh man. yes, i admit i treated you as friend all along and you're still the greatest friend i had in FOC. OKAY MANNAN? i'm glad we're still great foc friend after what i told you because not all can be friends after that. just remember, you will still remain as my greatest pal okay?

i can kill myself out of laughterS?


8:56 AM
Sunday, May 11, 2008:

first of all.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
mother is ever so perfect every year. this year is good too :)
we went back to the same resturant two years ago. the food was all right. when sister khong went to park the car i find that place really familiar and i realise that two years ago when we were eating there i actually went out the resturant and guess what? i started crying. hahahha. i shall not elaborate the reason for my tears that time :)
three mothers, grandmother, auntie and mother!
happy happymother's day.
three of us shared money to buy mummy a SK ear ring. mummy love it lots! heh heh!
i know every year will be that good!

i love the three mummies! and MY MUMMY THE MOST!


7:32 AM
Thursday, May 08, 2008:

hello people! i realise i hadnt update for one whole week. weijie(dumdeedum) is complaining to me in b comm that i hadnt been updating. i think he's pretty anxious to see his face on my blog i think! hahaha!
today is good (: everything at the beginign was pretty good. i was nervous whole day for the oral presentation. on spot, searcching my bag, i realise i left my script at home! HOW GREAT! disaster. but it actually turn out to be good. i actually 现场发挥. which ended up to be real good =D
after bcomm! LUNCH LUNCH! 8 of us went for lunch! i seriously love the 7 of them. we were getting really better and better each day. after bcomm, something funny really happen! let me show you a video of LEE FENG. oh i think he will kill me upon seeing this video. watch! its really funny!
after that we walked to canteen four. as you know, lee feng is tall, so with his long legs, he walked super fast and he had to wait for us. he sat now, and guess what? look how long his leg is.
that's sherwin and lee feng's.
front view

side view.

SHERWIN AND LEE FENG.

LUNCH IS SUPER GOOD. really super super good. thanks god that canteen 4 got not much people. becuase we really laugh like no people buisness and i nearly. i nearly got stomach cramp upon laughing.

BAVANI is suepr funny! and super cute and really make all of us laugh like DING DONG BALLS!!!!! JANICE! she's gonna kill me too! trust me

WEIJIE ! DUMDEEDUM! here's your photo photo!!!!! finally? hahahaha! this is my conclusion! i LOVE TA05!!!!!


shimin.leefeng.bavani.weijie.janice.sherwin.amandaedward.markus.joshua.

my greatest clique. i love this clique!!!

sory ah janice! (:



9:19 AM
Thursday, May 01, 2008:

BLOG BLOG BLOG.
yesterday is a super good and fun day! i love wednesday the best as it is the most relaxing day whereby i dun have to bring any laptops or any books. becuase itS CATS LESSON and sports and wellness.
areobics is COOL!!! and i love it! AND I LOVE GEENA YIP! AND DENISE DENISE! my two great friends. we were in the same areobic class. and i love the instructor though. she's super good.
my next pretty pretty good girl friend is RACHEL! she's super cute and i love her lots and lots! we click in many many ways you see!
rachelthe mirror in the CATS room was fun fun fun. rachel and i were late for cats last week. so this week we actually reached 15 minutes earlier, and we comfirm and comfirm to edmund that WE ARE EARLY! hahahhaha. we're super long in this mirror by the way.the fat us. orrgghhhi dun want to be this fat you see!she's pretty pretty!
after sports and wellness is the best best time! MEET UP WITH FOURSOME!
my best best foursome! we thought we couldnt make it to xin's cheerleading performance. but we did manage. linh and i went to SP to look for zhen. there is where i start to get really high. i got no idea what's wrong with me, but through out the whole day, i think i'm like a clown making them laugh and feel silly! hahahahha!
we have difficulties looking for innova JC. but we did okay! and INNOVA got many many pretty girls! ooooops! hahahahha! in order not to let xin spot the three of us, to give her a surprise. we were playing hide and seek in the school. we saw xin and we hid behind a van and a wall. xin actually ran pass the three of us but didnt manage to see us. see how blur she is? hahahahha!
xin look super funny in cheerleading but you were good girl! so dun worry!
we went for KFC. AND KFC IS SUPER NICE LALALAAL! hahahha. and we really chatted NON-STOP! i love foursome. really and truly!i am outcasted! hahahah. and linh as fat=fad. how dumb. hahahaha! i told you i'm pretty crazy yesterday. but overall its still a good day (:
poly life is really busy and i'm really exhausted. E learning week is bad bad! i got whole pile of work that is undone! and there's till bbq later? which i told denise i would accompany her along! hahahhaha! and of cousei dun want to miss out the fun they would have. sooooooo.... time to finish my work!

all the best for the tennis trail! just do your very best (:

study hard soh.