do you feel it?i think its really weird to upload a cat photo up in my blog.
because i am definitely not a cat-lover.
in another words, i-dun-like-cats. no fancy.
but, when i look at this cat. suddenly, i felt how she's feeling.

can you feel how she's feeling?

guess what?
i am here to blog again(: previous one with my desktop and now with my laptop.
i have more photos to upload, but yet i dread to do so, not right now.

i used the entire day to just finish up half of my undone tutorial. well done, shimin.
hahahhaha. i am feeling so lethargic right now.
counting down to 12.o0000 for my soccer.

manu better win tonight. manu better win tonight. bettterrr wiiinnnn.

just a second ago, i see what i have to know.
yes, what i should have know long long ago.
always used i will never know what will happen. i will never know what will happen.
just to tell myself to believe in it. but i should know what is gonna happen. i should know what had happen. arent i right? yes,i am.
never gonna think about it anymore.
not anymore.

manu still better win tonight(:
okay.bye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIDE AND NELSON!(:
22nd January(:
two birthday in one. hope that you guys do have a little surprise! hahahaha! celebrate right outside block one(:














favourite girls!(:

sorry nelson that we didnt go over to power house for your celebration that night. but do hope that you really had a good twenty(:
and more photos at face book!(:

DEARDEARDEAR（：

met grace once again, i guess the previous week(: because she says she misses me(: hahahahaha!
down to eat BAIMEFEEENN, introduced by dear. had a good dinner and there we go walk around and chat endlessly.
catching up with dear was great, to know how she is doing as well. actually, once we left orchidpark, there's so much to catch up becuase of the different track there we are going. heading to another part of our life.
but i am still glad that dear is going well(:

like again, photo wasnt taken any other place other than my car. hahahaha! gracy took over the wheel this time. (: she's really happy there! hahahaha








okay, just another good time, another good day.
love you!

i love bestie V, really i do(:
finally met up with bestie after TEN MONTHS.
which was like soooo long for me and i started complaining to bestie when i see him. hahaha(: the last time i see him was last year march during his birthday. that's how long. hahahaha(:
i swear i do miss him. i remember i said i hate knowing things about him from others because what i want is to meet him up and see how he is doing. and we finally did(:

hate hate those kind of doubts i use to have, not knowing things and jump into conclusion. (but deep down inside there's definitely different feelings, which i had explained and apologised) hahahaha(:

brought bestie over to daddy's workshop with the company of nelson and jieying. got things done and went over to starbucks, slack and went for dinner.

had a private 2 hours with bestie to catch up eveyrthing that i've missed out for the pass 10 months. getting to know more is good. its not more than special feelings when i asked alot about bestie. its just that he's someone that i'm really in concern to that i want to know everything he is doing(: hahahahaa.

like i say, the two hours was really really good. it just seems like i had go back to the time in secondary when i use to talk to bestie under my block. but what's different this time is, its under his block this time(: hahahahaha! caught up with everything and understand everything better.

yay! happy happy. i smiled to sleep last night,
and i am seeing him again tomorrow(: cheerss!!

Happy

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't cha take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't cha love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Verse 2:
Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
All these days I feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

Bridge:
So and it's just that I can't see
The kind of stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

Outro:
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

HAPPY 2010
i just realise i got another pile of photos that wasnt uploaded(: hahahaha!
like every previous year, spend the new year with family.
push away all dates.
and i'm sorry xin and zhen that i couldnt join you guys for count down and missed out the mashmallow game hahahahha! but there's definitely a next time. i think alvin will play with me yeah zhen??? hahaahahaha and with linh as well(: but at least, we catch the same fire works at marina (:
but still new year is good.





i just love khong family so much.
hahhahaha! i remember that night i had a bad bad quarrel with brother khong over a small matter.
i got soooo angry that i've decided not to talk to him for the entire day! hahahahah(:
but how funny it is when it comes to the next day when daddy and mummy wasnt home, and i was sooooo worried that he got nothing to eat and decided to order KFC delivery for him. but the call doesnt get through, and he came into the room and asked me to order delivery for him as well.
hahahaha. and we made it up because of KFC.
hahahaha(: that's how things goes actually.

sometimes, quarrel really might not be a bad thing. it just depend on whether you manage to make it up. if you do, and really do, your relationship will go stronger. but if you do not, maybe that's a goodbye to everything.

yeah xin? hahahahah! we had a little little not argument nor quarrel when we met up last week. come to think about it, it really make me laugh. we attitude because me and zhen was late becuase of the jam. and we made it up because of KFC cheese fries.
hahahaha! i swear, i love KFC. hahahahah! it make up everything! finger licking good! hahahahhaha(:

so, dun take argument too negatively. it might hurt you, make you cry, make you scream. but somehow, it make you understand each other better, or maybe, love each other further(:

yeah?

honestly, how irresponsible.
i'm angry, yes definitely i am.
if you cannot make it, the least you can do is to inform
but not sleep through the whole afternoon, thinking that it is fine to wait.

never mind,
i shall get myself more stuff today, or for mom.
SHOPPING.

dun care(:
and never let things get on your nerve easily.
something i learn in life.

EVENT MANAGEMENT
i'm sure that my event management actually went out well a week ago.
thanks to all my supportive friends(:
i really love love love you guys!


booked school loft for three days two nights. went over last friday to get all our planning done.
thanks to girlfriend GEENA(: stayed over with me on friday and helped me so much in my plannings. hahahah! love you!
we spoke in the middle of the night until i think 4? and that go for two nights! hahhahaha! love talking to you geena!


second day was even better when 858 clique and fsome and adonis came over(:
clique came over first. houwen and damien didnt want to stay over initially. but after seeing how amazing the school loft was, they decided to stay over.
stupid houwen!

AND HE IS EXTREMELY HIGH THAT DAY, I DO NOT KNOW WHY.THANKS EVERYONE FOR COMING OVER(:





the night was the best best best best best.
when we start all our crazy game.

they start of with singing session which was shown in the video.
then we played mini 1, 2 dollar mj. hahahahah! and hou wen started his crazy behavior. hahahaha. then we play poker and CLUEDO. yeah, you are smart houwen, stupid. hahahahah!
then we played card games, guess the names. and we screamed like no body business and laughing in the middle of the night, until sadie came over to tell us how noisy we are. hahahaha

manage to get to bed at 6 i think(: hahahahah! and we woke up at 9 again and home sweet home.

really thank you for supporting my event(:
when yew zhen, i know you are really tire after your entire day of project
to yongzhen who came over when you are already suffering in pain(:
to adonis who do not want to come over initially becuase you are tire
to xin who came over because you love me so much(:
and to everyone that got blister because of my event.
but still, i really enjoyed the entire night.

thanks love!!
i always have wonderful friends(:

hahahahahahah! i realise i cant upload this video into face book.
so i shall upload it here.
got two more video coming up.
but just take a look at this first, especially 858 clique! hahahahahha!

houwen "acting like a star" over at loft stay over(:
a video that i swear every single time i watch it! hahahahha
please read before watching. so you will understand what's going on
1) houwen is acting as JJ
2) he's holding geena's laptop battery and not a mike
3)he's trying to act like there's a big number of audience watching (but there's only 2, damien and jason)
4) main thing, he's do not even know how to sing the song
5) he think he is really good, but the audience is either laughing or giving the "yucky" face-notice damien's face.
6) but he have a supportive fan, LEONA! hahahaha(:
7)HE'S REALLY HIGH THROUGH OUT THE ENTIRE VIDEO. hahahahahha!

how awesome this night can be.
when i've make two dates with two person that i had longed to meet.
(:
i'm honestly happy.
bestie and goody friend(:
both that i had not seen for quite some time.

what can be better than gathering with friends?
hahahaha(: best 858 clique gathering again for steamboat.
my really loveliest(:
why no me? because i am the one taking the photo! hahahaha.

okay, as late as 5 i think? me, yongzhen and geena went for our food picking at sheng song, ntuc. hahahah(: i dun know why bu ti always think it nice to buy food!
hahahahah! steam boat suppose to start at 630 (the time given)
but it actually started at 9. MR PHUA AND MR WEE KNOW WHY.


preparation

TIME TO EAT














yes, overall, like once again. it was an awesome night. though the time is short and the eating time was late, but i am sure we all had a great time.
playing games, screaming across the table accusing who is the murderer! hahahaha(:
what can be better to keep friends that are together for more than 7 years??

SAY GOODBYE.
Its always a sad thing to say goodbye to them, but still we see each other very soon again, which i shall update again(:

CLEANING TIME

hahahhaha(:
thanks zhen for your place to carry out our steamboat! hahahahah(:
love the dinner.
love 858 clique.