i don't know why.
but i start to find blogger really boring.
i have nothing to blog. with pictures piling but nothing to post.

oh well, started my 3 months part time work in united overseas bank.
so far so good.
made 3 really awesome friends with a new korea friend HYEJUNE. find her name really nice. hahahaha.
working wasnt boring, maybe i should put banking industry into one of my future plan?
future plan?
future plan?

i think i am looking forward for camps. hope it dun disappoint me. i know its always better to have lesser expectation but i cant help expecting and when its 2 months away. oh well. its boring.

ADIOS

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY MISS KHONG(:

20th had been a big blast. with many celebrations by all my beloved and definitely big presents this year. a million thanks to all the plannings and surprises everyone, really.

celebration 1
KHONGs.
mummy was angry why didnt i leave the actual day for the family. hahahahha(: but still, early celebration was great. dinner was great but what was the best is always having to be together. thank you jiejie, bro and gary for the watch. its really really nice and was picked according to my preference(:

celebration 2.
858 clique.

up next, 858 clique. two celebrations were made for me because there were 3 march babies among us. hahahaha! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED GEENA YIP and of course the president son DAMIEN WEE! hahahahahah!
thank you for planning such awesome dinner for the three of us. and many hilarious things happened when the waiter carried out the wrong cake to the table. and there were 6 big candles on the cake representing 60 years old totaling up by the three of us. but wait, instead of 6, there were 7 candles on the cake. geena and i cant stop laughing at this. but still, THANK YOU LOVE!
second celebration was on the dot of my birthday. thank you girls for planning this and i was surprise to see the guys appearing under my block again since we had already celebrate once before that. (:
and thank you leiwin for sacrificing your time on your report to came all the way down again with the cake. and of course the sleepy houwen and jason who came with an ill body. its really nice to see everyone and i know once settle down, we never leave the place at 12 nor 1 but 2. hahahahhaha! hope the april birthday celebration will be successful!

once again, repeating myself over and over again. this is the longest and lasting friendship that i know will last in my life. during every meet up, we will do the same old thing, which is counting the number of years we had been together. it had reached 15 years?? for the longest pair? hahahahahaha! really glad that this friendship is holding strong!

celebration 3.
fsome.
this can never be missed out. remembered the previous year there is only the three of us, missing my favourite girl linh. not able to celebrate with me but had sent me a cake through web cam and i was touched to tears. and this year, 20th, was one of the best and awesome one, with four of us together.
thanks for planning such "awesome" dinner! hahahahahahahhahahaha!! i guess they should know why i included the " " the atmosphere was really good, but having to eat and sway at the same time was miserable. hahahhahha! fortunately none of us had vomited on the boat. hahahahah!

was rushing off my house when zhen called repeatedly! when rushing out, shock to see the papers stick on the walls and continue as i move down floor by floor. love balloons! now i understand why geena love balloons so much. becuase now i do as well (:

thank you girls, thank you love, you girls know i love your always always so badly!
and we took 154 photos within a nigh. how shocking can we be. haahhahaha!

celebration 4(:
softballers.
thank you thank you thank you! hahahahahah! had dinner at old school timber. i remembered the first time going i didnt have a good choice of food and find timber wasnt a nice place for dining. but this time round, i find the pizza and wings great!

thank you for the cake, thank you for the presents!
photos wasnt taken with my camera, so shall wait for bing shun! but still, i will still hold the photo with my girl gracey dear!(: hehehehe
like usual, went over to karwee's place for a drink. didnt drink that much as i thought i would. but now i know what's the best thing after drinking, was having fried nuggets. wao wao wao! hahahahaha!
at the end of the session, it left the four of us playing.
when everyone was down, i had a really really nice chat with karwee. its really nice to to hear from kar wee what he had planned for his future and of course hearing that, not that i wanna say this, but, karwee, you had grown up(: hahahhaah! i hope you can move on towards what you had aimed, and by the next time sharing with me again, i hope you had reaached what you want. all the way wee(:


celebration 5
BIG CLIQUE.
hehehehheheh! this is the second time celebrating my birthday with my polymates after 3 years being together! the first time with everyone around.
had alloy thai and the food was AWESOME!!! GREAT!! hahahahahha! will be there for the next time, for sure.
and still! thank you everyone for making the effort to come down to celebrate for me!
appreciate that!
my best girlfriends!





i had a small mini mango rice cake. hahahahhaha! i guess i had many many unexpected expression! hahahahah!
went to bobby's to have a drink with the guys later. perhaps we had all grown up. topic changes from school to work. changes from relationship to marriage.
hahahahahhaha! but still, being with clique has always been nice. looking really forward to the bbq next coming week when everyone will run away from work?! hahahahahhah!!

20th speech.
i guess stepping into the age of 20th is the preparation of officially moving into the stage of adulthood. preparing to turn 21 preparing to fight for the next stage in life. i want to deny that i am 20 and i am still telling people that i am 19. hahahaha! but still, life move on. thank you everyone once again for making the effort to celebrate my 20th with me. was really glad because meeting someone new is easy, making friends is easy, but maintaining a friendship is never an easy task. i am confident to say that i am maintaining all my friendship well and never want anything to go wrong, never. i cherish every single one i felt treasured by everyone. thank you for making me feel this way and thank you for moving on and play a part in my life, and may it goes on.

and still,
my first 20th birthday wish had been fulfilled.
i am accepted by NTU accountancy, and i am going there.
will be fighting up in the up coming years and moving towards my career goal.
i hope i am not too greedy, but i still wish that god can grant me my 2nd wish. (:

Happy birthday miss khong!(:

i am suppose to be preparing for my next interviews in two days time when something strikes me. i came to realize that there's always this fear inside me that can never go away. never. i got no idea why. maybe everyone is afraid of something. when i came across the page i cant help it but picturing the moving scenes again through my mind. i wondered how i actually coped with it and manage to move along. i tried reading it again and i recalled how afraid i was whenever there is something new, praying hard that nothing comes like a stab right in my heart. i believe that's how phobia is formed.

i need to get over this fear.