oh, i want to go HONG KONG.
oh, i want to get a shi tzu (dunno how to spell)
(in progress, 21% near success)
oh, i want o levels to be over
(four more papers to go)
oh, i want to have chalet
(geena and marcus is booking in progress)
oh, i want to find a job
(bestie is helping in progress)
oh i want to pass my english
(cambridge is thinking whether he should let me do, stupid)
OH THERE'S SO MANY THINGS I WANT.

please god.
everyone is telling me how important english was. sigh.
carol told me english determines everything even if you did well for other subjects.
sigh. yet, i'm sitll the most worry about my english.
bestie just told me its not easy to fail english.
but i felt that i'm like standing on the mountain and could just fall anytime.
sigh. tell me i wont fail my english please.

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i am going to get myself a red dress =D

sigh. i am still still not feeling very good ya?
stupid paper stupid exam. make me totally out of the mood to study for other subjects.
i know you can feel the unhappiness. so sorry.

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i swear to god, GEOGRAPHY paper is a disaster.
i'm gonna BITE YOU INTO PIECES!
hell shit!
the paper that tear me into tears! fcuking hell.
sorry i ignored you last night =))
sooooo sorry.
guess what? my tortise that had been with me for SEVEN YEARS had just passed away. fcuk.
i knew definitely its not nice to scold vulgurities like this.but i am really very pissed off. yes! i dun understand why have you poured your unfinished tea into the water for the tortise.. obviously tortise cant survive in a pool of tea. i might really been unfilial to say this shit. but i am seriously very furious over this. though the tortise might not have pass on due to this reason. but if this continue, sooner or later it will still get sick and result in the same consequence. sigh. i hope you dun do it again, grandfather.

jie jie didi and i are discussing whether should we secretly get a dog hiding from my dad and mummy. hoping that they will accept it after we bought it. but after that death of the tortise, it really scare me to hell. i think its better not to get a dog. in case it dies, i believe i will die. CHOI I MEAN. telling papa about this. he turned the topic and ask me sister if on the road she has see a dog blocking the way, dun turn the wheel. if not accident sure happen.
and jie jie actually knocked down a motor car in her school. how funny =)

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all right! i've decided to make a short post before starting my work.
just watched CLICK. kind of funny ah! ahhahaha. the lady in there is very very gorgeous. uh huh!
anyway.
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS PAPER IS OVER!
yes! its officially over!
this is the subject that i cracked my head to practice day and night. should be doing fine!

early in the morning, met bestie, kian meng and benson on my way to meet my darlings.
hahahaha. i got a big laugh from kian meng. he's really very funny ah! hahahha
bye meng! he knows what =D
its good to start a day like that! hahahhaha.
anyway, thanks so much =D i truely knew you cared by your words.
though sweet words might be said to everyone. i dunno to believe or not. maybe one day if you tell me "shimin i really mean what i've said" perhaps it will really make me happy. i truely appreciate it. thanks.
i got very excited over the conversation i had with my darlings! we are going K BOX! TO CELEBRATE WEIXIN'S BIRTHDAY! WAHAHHAHAHAH.
i'm going to climb merlion with VANESSA! ahahhahah. definitely with the others too! I LOVE VANESSA. whahaahahhaha.

anyway, life is fragile. REALLLY REALLY fragile. get to know from my sister that her friend's mother was dignosed with breast cancer. FCUK. its really very sudden and shocking.
i pray hard nothing happen to her.
really cherish people around you.

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WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! finally able to online! humpff. its been so long since i got the chance to use to computer!
first of all!

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god, tell me how can i get rid of that centra of gravity PIMPLE staying on my nose.
it had been staying there for DAYS!
though it is bad to laugh at ben for having a red nose. BUT IT WASNT ME THAT WAS LAUGHING! IT WAS LEEEEE YOONNGGG SIANG! why the pimple reflect oh my nose instead?! ooooooooooh god!
WAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH
I know xin want to get rid of her collinear pimples on her forehead too! hahahahaha.
MATH + PHYSICS. not bad right?!

wahhahahaha. anyway, i got a super super good time today! i got a super super great laugh with them!!!!!
i never never want to loose the three of them. NEVER, i swear!

yay! eveyrhting is GOOD recently!
she is super nice can! i had been returning to school recently to have my english lesson.
initially i thought it would be super boring! but it turn out to be alright. luckily got linh accompany me. if not. DAYS WILL BE BAD! miss lee praised me that i had improve. though it might be slightly too late, but it is always better thatn nothing right?
O LEVEL PHYSICS PRACTICAL is offically over. okay. though not a big exam but it is still the first one and its OVER OVER OVER! tomorrow is the chemistry paper. Nothing much to study, but still must pray hard that i will do fine with it.
today is a good day. went northpoint with zhen to get some assessment. it is a wasted trip for her. she wanted to get an a math book she had seen two days ago. but it was already out of stock when she reached there. so fast ah! this thought us one thing. things around can be gone within a minutes or second. cherish it before it is gone ah!
hahahahha.
something stupid + funny happen before i went out with zhen. hhahahhahahha. dun want to talk about it. its just VERY FUNNY! hahhahaha.
alright. anyway, i realise things turn out to be very good this way. i really love things right now. dun have to bother, dun have to feel happy or sad over it. everything is just perfectly fine =)
you know what i am tlaking about! great!

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The weather is really terrible recently ah! now there were people aroundfixing the air con for my fussy daddy. he slept in my room the previous night. i got to occupy my sister's room since she's out. however, the feeling was soooo different. i actually could not get into sleep on the way to TWO. heart was thumping like crazy. the feeling of UNEASY! until 3 when i get back to the room den i had better rest! waahhahhhaa.

anyway. last time is daddy's and mummy's 19th anniversay. we went to have steam boat! whahahaha. i got a good dinner! wahhahha. recently, i am very crazy over talking photos!

there are new photos updated AGAIN!

HEHHEHEHE. HOWEVER, JIE WAS CRAZY WITH ME!






muahahhahahhahah! anyway, i hate to do paper during the afternoon. especially at HOT WEATHER. anyway, today is just, another GOOD DAY! HEHEHEHHEHEH.

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