if i were to fail you.
blame that i am not strong enough.

please, feel it.
the smart one, the stupid one, do not make a difference.
its still the painful one.

the last day of my favorite birthday month.
little value of life


life maze
it was said that everything happen for a reason and not every reason can be clearly stated why and so.
maybe one day when you could not find a reason why, you will start to blame it on god, thinking that he is the one making the path for you and trying to make things really difficult for you. he put you into a maze of relationship, happiness, sadness. every exit you choose to leave the maze, you encounter different challenges. the more he know what you detest, the more he arrange you to meet it. maybe to challenge your faith or train your determination.
if you are not strong enough, you fall into the directions of sorrow. if you are strong enough, you are allow to move on to the next pace.
so people are trapped inside regardless the quantity of time. people that moves on quickly are able to leave the maze towards their happiness. people that could not move on, have to stay in there and challenge yourself till you do not fall back again.
so what are you?
(:

DOG FARM(:
HAPPY FAMILY DAY.
awesome family day, with baobei included.
she was more excited than another one of us(: hahahhaa. it is meant to be her day out!

a cool place. erm, i think there's better place out there.
but this is the first time going to dog's playground. hahahah.


MANY MANY LOVLIES.(:


she is a well groomed pretty dog!






GIGANTIC BIG HEAD AND SMALL HEAD!


swimming dogs!!!
ADORABLE BABIES.

BIG BIG GOLDEN RETREIVER!











they are really beautiful dogs, but somehow tooooo big for me. hahahaha!
but i find many people that really adore big dogs like this(: i think they are really beautiful though.(:
yeah. baby didnt get to swim that day because we are not well prepared with towels and shampoo. so she only can wait till the next trip and we will just dump her inside! hahahhaha(:
i got a cute video. shall upload later on(:
hahahhahaa(:

goodbye!

i swear to god.
i hate it this way. hate it.

i will let the rain stop by tonight.
i promise

Thank you LiJun, Marcus, Bing Shun & Karwee(:

okay. it is indeed another surprise celebration.
we are suppose to go for bowling at orchid country club, but we ended at karwee's place for a drink. everything just go so naturally that i did not expect.
marcus went to park his car while we went up the house first. and so naturally that i went to karwee's room and just sat infront of his computer. and his room is surrounded that i do that have the view of the door from my position. while they each get themselves washed up.

and when i just shouted across to karwee: where are his songs.
with me, and there come the cake(:
i am really surprised and thank you so much for every effort put in. (: i appreciate it alot. thank you(:
and of course i love the present given(: thhhannnkkk yooouuuuu(:
it feels good to still keep in contact with them.
i am really unlucky on that specific day. shall not refer why.
but definitely i am not a good drinker. hahahahah(: but i am not the first either. woohoooo.
and there it goes, sleeping on the sofa as early as i can(:

the three guys actually chatted throughout the entire night. hahahaha.
so deep down inside how close they are nobody knows.
hope you guys will remain like now.

thank you(:

I AM MISSING CLIQUE
oh dear. this is so far the only time i met up with clique. and i am still having my curly hair. hahahahah(: agreed to meet up at town. but...........
hahahahah! shall not say. but its okay! i manage to get two lovely tops. so i forgive (when they never asked for it! ) hahahahaha. peace. ♥ hahahhahaha!





what's the best?
its still having the time, settling down to have a good good talk!
and three cheers, all promoted up to year 3(:

i am willing to stand and let you kneel down when you are upset,
to hold everything for you(:
nothing will fall on you, best friend!:D

i am so sad that my laptop is down.
forget it:(

tuesday with morrie: äccept what you are able to do and what you are not able to do. accept the past as past without denying it or discarding it. learn to forgive yourself and forgive others; dun assume that it is too late to get involved.

be proud of what you are able to do and dun discriminate yourself for things that you could not do. everyone holds different ability on the things that can be done.
accept everything that happen in your life. do not regret or deny. sometimes it is to get over but not forget.
learn to forgive yourself and others. dun bring upon burden to yourself. hating a person is never easy. or rather, tougher than loving someone.
and its never too late to try(:

love it!

THANK YOU GEENA(:had a small celebration with geena and hong kong cafe the next day(:
thank you girlfriend. though its a small celebration but i really appreciate it alot (: just a simple cake, simple lunch and simple present will make me smile the entire day(:
love you love you love you(:

sweet little afternoon.
and, there's the last day i have my curly hair.
hahhahahaha.
say hello to my new rebonded hair(:

thank you love!
surprise!
honestly, its only until that day, i really understand what is the meaning of surprise.
it is like you are totally unaware of this thing coming.
and when it surprise you, you are totally speechless.
totally.
linh called and told me she had her hair permed. i got so surprise and she told me she wanted to show it to me on webcam.
i really believed and waiting to see how this lady looked in curly hair. and when she appear on screen, she did not appear with curly hair, but a self-made happy bday SM jelly cake.
and sang me a birthday song.
i swear, i am totally speechless.


though you are physically in vietnam. i know your heart is still with us. thanks linh. you really really gave me a shock. i love you.
thanks.