sometimes these do contain some sweetness
doesnt it?
if you remember =)

















this is the place i LOVE THE MOST!
my house de corridor =)



















there is the place where you can peep to my house!!
wohhhooo!!!!

the fourth and fifth storey

















that is where i am going to the third storey.

















sIde few. i am very boring. i lean against it.

















nearer and nearer. clearer and clearer.
there is where we were.

















my house de stair case =)

blog blog blog.
today only 5 minutes.
hehee..
let me think what happen today. ok!
i hate e math!!!!!! it totally spoiled my day. it did yes it did!
arrrgghh..
it will be the first math test i ever fail man. i am soooo sad! but never mind. sec 3 is never easy ok? take it this way.. i/ we shall work harder for the next test.
i was standing outside. studying physic while waiting for ling lao shi.
she ask some "child labour" hahahaha. that is what we called them.
haha.
they were funny larh. carrying those heavy files and laugh laugh.
physics test slightly pull up my spirit.
i thought i wouldnt know how to do. but i did manage to finish the paper. unlike e math.
arrrgghhh..
i believe i need to buy cotton for mr goh tomorrow.
sure there will be hundreds and thousands of complains.haha.


tomorrow is guys match.
against peicai!
it will be a tough game i believe.
but i trust the guys! they are always there!
you guys have all our gals support!
from me!!!
yay!
all the best! i know you guys can do it!
you guys will do us and coach.. seniors and you urselves proud!
that's u!!!!!
jia you!!!





`touch of trust and love =)

i shall spend again 15 minutes to update my blog. haha.
i update yesterday too=)
ok today.
let me see.
what happen neh.. yupp.. i decided to wake up earlier. because i haven finish reading my chinese due to the tv show. hehe.
but end up?
i woke up at 6. and i decide to have more slp. just awhile more. till 615. and end up?i woke up at 630. and i was late for meeting my darlings. sorry.
haha.


let me see what happen.
yap.
I LOVE LING LAO SHI!
she is ever so nice.so sweet to us.
she often scrreammm out her lung to those people who did not hand in her work. or hand in late.
but linh, xin and me did not hand in her gong han correction.
she did ask us to stand up and say see her later. but after the test. i thought she will scold us. as she even scolded those ppl who hand in but did wrongly. and we three did not even hand in.
but i wonder why.
she scolded the rest.
she asked us "why?"
and she smiled.
and ask us to hand in to her by today.
goooshhh. i really love her. i thought she will scream at me. and i need cotton. hehe. bad eh?
but she didnt.
she even joked with me.
she say i talk so much when doing my work.
because when i am trying to finish her work, i am screaming at weixin.
haha.
i love ling lao shi's smile =)


PE!
ALLEN!
yeah!
we were late though. but the pe has not started. not even the warm up.
because ramesh is not here. and everyone started to zhao fan! haha.
everything is simply perfect =)
we started captain's ball.
well the area is real small. which only about one quarter? yupp.
and got to squeeze about 2 classes.
but we were mangage to get ourselves started with the game.
s1 vs s2!
we have allen!
hahaha.
when i get the ball. mostly i threw to allen. if not adnonis. weixin. yuan ling. DIYAO!
haha.
linh played too zhen too!
everything seems so perfect.
when nearly everyone joined in the fun.
wei shen is so bloody tall larh. he blocked mostly all the balls that we wanted to goal in.
*ahem*
haha.
at the beginning is boring. becasue there is more player in s2 side.
kai xin played wrong side.
she went to be s1 goalie. haha. and she jumped down and ask me
"shimin?! s1 vs s2 ar? den why i help s1?"
haha
KAIXIN! u make me kai xin!
haha.
YU KAI!
this guy.
he was standing at our class goalie area.
i caught the ball i threw to him. ask him to head into the goal.
and i wonder why!!! he threw alllllllllllllllllll the way to s1! yu kai ar yu kai.
haha.
what most funny.
when i caught the ball, i signalled allen ask him move all the way back.
he saw. and he did too. he went all the way back.
i threeeeeeewwwwwwwww the ball.
allen jump!!!! ready for the ball.
out of a sudden.
when the ball was flying in the sky.
adonis HEAD POP OUT!
he hit the ball. and the ball landed on s1 player hand.
allen hit adonis sooooo hand and he made the face which made me fall to the ground and burst out laughing.
ADONIS AR!! WE WERE IN THE SAME TEAM NEH!
HAHAHA.


the game is getting mroe and more interesting.
when val, jassmine, huiling and friends join in.
i block val. and she pushed me away. held my hand. and ask me to stay aput.
where got like that de! hahahaha.
i band onto her too. and we both burst oout laughing.
haha
mr li asked us to stop. but we didnt. we jsut continue.
haha.


lesson is alright.
i love ms zainah too.
i want her. i dun want you le mr ramesh!!! you not nice! i dun like you le..
i want ms zainah.
she taught me till i understand today.
hehhee.
mr goh leh.
you!!! argggh.. he dun allow me to change place. when i say nvm la! and he say.
"what never mind? go back!"
haha
and we laughed.
his lesson got more funny.
when the word "PRODUCE!"
appear..
hahah.
izhair? i dunn how to spell.
haha. he immitate mr goh. and i burst out laughing.
i did this stupid math question.. for soooo long.. used up nearly the whole paper.
and i finally get the answer.
i "yay!" very loud i think. because when i yay, qi wei jump up.
hahhaha.
i was laughing real loud and i asked him did i give him a shock. he say yes.
i believe you all will laugh too when u see how he react.
haha.
after school is nice too =)
i went to the cca room directly. to wait for linh.
i realise i still have feeling there.
cause i got this comfortable feeling when i stepped into the cca room.
and when i see all my softball buddies.
the guys =)
they are always there =)
if one day none of them is there. i believe i will feel awkard.
i played with faridah while waiting for xin to go back take her pe shirt. that careless gal.
hahaha.
i took faridah's malay book and started to read.
when no body is there.
except for chye ning and fard.
i started reading. i did that all out of fun.
and mainly. i wanted to make faridah laugh.
i know she will laugh when i read her book. because when i made it sound funny.
and indeed she really burst out laughing. so loud till chye ning look out and say her laugh sound terrible.
but that is what i want.
i jsut want her to smile =) fard.
i want everyone to smile =)
i made shirley and jun mei laughed too =) becuase of their oral.haha.
everything is so perfect.
when everyone is smiling and laughing.
the guys too =)









everyone is happy.
`you too!
i just want you to smile. your smile is ever so bright.
eversince you told me you want me to be by your side. i stayed aput.

alrightiess..
i decide to take a short break and have a 10 minute short blog.=) for the sake of my fans =) hehehe..
well.. my super friend has not been messaging me lately. i dunno why *ahem* i dun mind. probably all busy with work.
i know one day he will msg me again =)
anyway.
i am busy lately too.
yucks.
i wanna a break.
along long break.
perhaps that what i want? i dunno neh neh neh.
haha.
i have delete my previous blog. yuppss. i did. =)
today is a real tiring day.
mr goh.sometimes real nice. but sometime *guh*
we have his remedial today.
2 period of a math in class is not enough for him i think. he wants to spend more time with our class. he is in love with 3s2 =)
we have remedial till 5. and i did mdm ling's workk till 6.
*duh*****
why all the teacher is like this? want us to finish everything. especially their work within one day. they are once student too. why never stand in my *smelly shoe and think neh?
haha.
alright. hehe.
we "rush" down to the girl's toilet in the first storey.
as the toilet at my level is locked. so inconsiderate. u know how long i "ren" le mar?
hahaha.
we saw grace and shilka. they were going their art
jia you!
and i told shilka that look like a seal.
and she claimed that it was a balloon. and when i describe to her.
she "oooooh"
hahaha
alright!
i saw the cca room light is on. but no one is moving around there.
i wanted to peep into the room.
but i didnt in the end. and i thanks god that i did not!
haha.
if not the light will burnt brighter already. hope u guys get my idea. haha.


yupp!
BENJAMIN!
make me and zhen copy the 7 laws 35 times.
we know u will be called! why duun you trust me!!!
hahahaha.
and mr goh was there
" shimin! benjamin! yew zhen! were not listening to my lesson. know what are they doing??"
*ding dong*
that's mr goh.
no face =(
haha.
allen was laughing at me throughout.
saying shimin shall copy and copy.
=p.


at the end.
there is zhu ba jie fight!
between si yuan and allen.
haha.
they were taking broom and dustban.
hitting here and there.
that's how childish they were larh. haha. but that is 3s2 and i love you guys!
*muacks*


i started to love my class and no longer look upon recess and after school
which i use to.
i hope i get back the feeling for recess. after school. and softball.
i dun want to lost that feeling either.
i know i will have that feeling back one day. very soon. when exams are over =)
shimin is *hardworking ok? =)


game is nearly over.
for our gals.
therefore no much training coming up le. i shall go home early.
but there is more tough game for the guys coming up.
but yet one by one they were all falling sick.
you guys cant fall sick! the team need you guys!!!
and i know the guys can do it. CONFIDENT!.
JIA YOU!
your team needs you.
i am always behind! jia you!
dun be now no matter what. you go on. with ur team!


i shall pei linh zhen more.
we shall spend more time together. =)
we were forever four.
and forever when we laughed over small matter. for nearly everything.
just like how we laughed during recess today.
haha.
marcus say we were noisy =p haha.
yupp indeed we were.
we were just simply guessing what cca qi wei is in.
and i saw qiwei opposite us. and i called upon jasper. i wanted to ask him
but he waved to me as though i was saying hello to him when i am not!!
and that remind xin of what happen to her and zhang shou.
and zhang shou was just sitting on the next table.
and he smile at me
so did i=)


we discuss who is the most manly guy in our class.
which is a tough question.
we think along time.
and we only end up laughing over some jokes.
of ravi's six pack.
*ahem*
haha.
touch.
haha.



yea. i love it.
i really love it.
i started to love
*APLLE TEA*
and i love soduku!
heheheehe.
i woudlnt dislike the drink i use to drink too.
i will still love it like i always do =)
xin drink peach tea
and linh drink green tea.
we were the tea club!
yuhhoo!
haha.

ok i shall end here!






`the touch of trust and love.
believe in me.

HERE I AM-
i didnt go genting.
*sob*
we packed our bag
big and small..
but in the end we didnt manage to go.
we reached the custom.
we passed the singapore custom.
but when we reach the malaysia custom
the lady checked that my brother's passport is expire.
arrrgghhh..
and we cant go..
in the end.
we went home with our packed bags.
never mind.
my brother cried very badly.
but i know the person that is the most sad
is my father.
he wanted to rest.
for so long hard work.
and he treated his whole company there
but he cant go.
and last but not least.
he wanted to bring us there to enjoy.
play.
especially my brother.
but in the end he disappoint my brother.
that is how he feels
but everything is not anyone's fault.
not my dad's fault especially.
all of us didnt expect that my brother's passport expired so early
so our passport expired at year 2007.
only my brother's.
nvm
everything is fine now.


hmmm..
next.
we lost to tkg.
well.
we were our of semi final.
we lost rather badly i must say.
i dun want to say wad is the score
i dunno what is happen to me
i got strike out
agian and again..
haiz..
never mind
although we were out.
everything is still there i believe.


ok talk about yesterday.
we went to visit jun xiang.
he is alright.
his eyes is ok i think
cause he open up and let us see.
2 stitches.
hmmm..
hehe.
grace.
misunderstood.
yupp.
haha.
nvm.
hehe.
after we visit jun xiang.
we went to pasamalam.
we played bumper car.
grace sat beside me.
hehehe.
and we play.
but i dunno why the car cannot move half way.
qi sheng say keep turing and turing.
hahahaha.
and we turn.
and in the end we bang onto the plateform
me and grace were laughing like hell
ltr..
we went to play..
ermm..
the turn turn thing..
i dunno what is that call..
at the beginning grace and daphne
didnt want to play..
hahaha..
but ltr i persuade them.
and grace agreed to play.
but daphne still cant.
hahahahaha..
she is scare.
haha.
we were up there.
and i started quarrelling with marcus again.
arrgghh
our quarrel is simply none stop lor..
hahahahha.

but nevermind. that is the way we communicate.
haha.
when we were up there.
he start saying i am ***
and i saw someone worst
so i told him
and ltr we started argueing..
hahaha.
marcus ar marcus.
hahahhaa.

at jun xiang house
there is this cat
that keep following us
when we were walking down
omg..
that cat remind me of another cat.
=)


certain things come
certain things go like tt..
linh and wei..
i hope everythign is right between you 2.
sometimes.
dun do things rush.
i dunwan bothof you to regret in the end.
if there is a chance to love.
cherish it.
dun miss it.




if everything start over again.
how will it end up?

things are turning round and round.
everything seems to be coming back.
times really change many things.
no one know what will happen next.
no one knows what they will get next.
and no one knows what they will lose the next moment.
things that belong to you
will come back sooner or later.
things that dun belong to you.
will leave you sooner or later.
fight for the things that you think is yours.
give up things that dun belong to you.
dun fight for it.
BELIEVE IN MIRACLES.
miracles do happen in live.
if you believe in it.
things normally turn out the way you want it to be
if you put things on the positive side.
never think that you cant.
if you think you can. you can.
everything in the world iis miracles.
`you are my miracles.


let me talk about today..
hmmmmmmmmmm......
today ar.....
geo test..
yupp
lazy!! dun want to study right?!
even text book also never bring home!
stupid!
=)

welll..
PE!!!
i am sorry my dearest classmates...
i am sooo sooo sooo sorry!!!!
haiz..
f4 was once again late.
again and again.
and s2 was being punished..
when we cant play game..
whereas s1 can..
they play captains ball..
i am not jealous ok!!
hahaha..
we were to run 3 laps around..
come back..
me, zhen and xin was sitting down there looking at the s1 people play..
den we realise where is the rest of the ppl?
and i remmeber linh went there
so we rush there
and we realise the whole class were doing physical.
but we three were sitting down there.
oh shit.
what will ramesh do?
i really dunno man..
but fortunately..
we dashed in
and join in the class when mr ramesh back was facing us
and glad that
he didnt notice..
phew..
but stupid diyao..
"YEW ZHEN!!"
probably he wan the whole class to know
we were once again late right?
ass!!!
hahaha.


the physical is damn tiring..
i must say..
kar wee saw too..
kar wee saw us singing abc song..
well..
hahaha.
omg..
i was nearly to tears that time
cause i am real tire!
and i was wondering
who see me sob will heart ach??
haha
so i want to cry and see..
but too bad!
i didnt
hehehehhe.

wad is the most funny??
hahahah..
when we were doing leg rise..
zhen got leg cramp
hahaha..
and if ramesh saw her putting down her leg
the whole class got to re-do
and so she force herself and manage she rise her leg alittle.
hahaha..
and know what she did?
becuase i was lying next to her
i looked at her.
and she tell me she is having leg cramp.
my stomach was so pain that time.
because of leg rise eh..
and i just held her hand!!!
and zhen was there" shimin!!! hen tong!!!"
"shimin!!! hen tong!!!"
"wo de jiao chou jing!!!!!!"
and she was half in pain and half laughing..
i held her hand and say
"jia you yew zhen!!! jia you!!!
ni ke yi de!!!!"
hahahahhahaha
we sound like we are giving birth to a baby!!!
hahahaha..
and xin was beside me laughing and laughing nonstop.
she say we sound so disgusting..
ahahhahahhahahaahhaha
zhen ar zhen!!
hahahaha..


what else happen today..
hmmmm
recess..
i finish eating..
i walk to the towards the toilet.
i turn my head into the canteen agian.
i saw.
izzit true??
DUNNO DUNNO DUNNO
*I AM CONFUSE.



JUN XIANG!!!!
omg..
he is badly injuried.
i was looking at the guys throwing.
throw.
something funny happen to kar wee..
and i laugh sooo loudly..
but i didnt expect that the next thing i saw
is the ball hit jun xiang's spect
and blood came out..
jun xiang's face was filled with blood..
scary..
alex held him out..
his spects was broken
and there's why he get the cut from..
the ambulance came.
and now he is resting at home i guess.
TAKE CARE JUN XIANG =)


above blog is what i blog yesterday..
now is already the next day..
and the time is 6.17 in the morning now..
although lesson starts at 8 today..
but i woke up early..
i need to go for test..
yuupp..
i got a lot of things to say..
but i am out of words when time come.
i am going genting =)
perhaps you will know everything today.
i want to go to the reservoir..
=)

[u are a 15 years old kid.
that i am going to give sweet to make u happy
you wan me to fall down
when i go up stage and take the price.
but if i really do
you say u will held me up =)
but the next thing you do is laugh!
arrrgghh
you ask me wad i will do.
i say i will sayang sayang.
haha.
sayang sayang was once me and his line.
but perhaps this word will never appear again.
yes. we shared a lot of secrets.
and i promised you i will pei ni
no matter wad.
and you will pei wo no matter wad.
so this is a promise and secret
between me and you.
talking to you this whole afternoon.
make me feels that he is not himself.
make me feels that when he is together
with me he is more true.
and now he is just trying to change himself
for the sake of her.
perhaps.
like this.
it cant go on.
as he is not himself.
or perhaps he is happy.
and i shall let him be.
we shared dinner!!!
not real but in sms.
i am happy!!!
haha.
i want steam fish. fried rice. sea weed chicken.
and you say that is alot.
and so i say i just want maggie mee!
and you say you shall cook for me!
haha.
i am waiting for this
(maggie mee) ]
i feel so nice toking to you =)

ok let me start abou today
SPEECH DAY
stupid ms su..
i get some scolding from her
becuase i didnt assemble in the hall
and i was standing outside with val and gangs..
arrrggghhh
also haven start why scold scold scold.
i think her energy too much
stupid!
arrrggh..
hahaha.


ok price presenting.
me.marcus.qisheng=)
fun.
hahaha..
we laugh and joke around.
stupid marcus.
i think once i met him.
once and i see him
once we STARTED TALKING!
it is always quarrel.
arguement.
i think that is just the way we communicate larh.
RIGHT MARCUS SOH!
haha.
i move to the next chair
because he say me!!
nvm.
and i started to talk to qisheng.
discuss about the dancers.
hahahha.
and marcus was there shhh shhh shhh
cause he stuck in between
me and qisheng.
haha.
and last but not least.
we stood up.
i talked to qisheng.
and know wad marcus say?!!!
wa.. u tok to qisheng need to raise your head.
sstuupid asss!!!
i know ia m short la!
as if you very tall!!!!
hahahahhaa..
ya la ya la
soon soon..
that's what you always say.
i know i know.
ok that's all
the performace is nice =)


after the performace is the best!
wahoo!!!!!
we played!
we playeed ball game!!!
hahaha..
i made him jealous.
cause he didnt come
and i told him how fun it was
and he complaint that he was watching tv at home
so boring and i didnt pei him.
soli soli.
ahaha..
there are so many ppl in play.
let me name everyone out.

shimin!
grace!
valentin!
shilka!
daphne!
chye ning!
shirley!
junmei!
pris!
jass!
qi sheng!
marcus!
jun long!
yihao!
jin hao!
daniel!

that's all i think.
we gathered in the parade square
and found this ball
and there starts our game!
i blocked yihao!
i blocked marcus!
i stood behind qisheng and wait for over throw
but he was simply too tall larh
no need to wait
he caught all balls.
hahahaha.
it was so fun.
and i sweat like hell!!
but i know
everyone enjoy it.
becuase everyone was really laghing away..
i love you guys!
i really do!


we went off later.
without the guys.
at first we wanted to wait for them!!!
but dunno where they go..
so we didnt.
haha.
we went to mac..
want to eat.
btu we didnt.
daphne was scolding desmond!
but not informing her that he went home!
naughty desmond ar..
hahaha.

and we decide to go PASAMALAM!
haha.
but daphne dun want!!
hahahaha.
she shake her head.
she dun wan to go there.
ahhaa.
but when she see all of us wanted to go.
she went too =))
hahaha.
and when we saw the food.
we wa!!!
hahaha.
we all ate.
me val grae shilk and chye ning.
daphne didnt eat.
she say too oily le!!!
hahahaha.
indeed is quite oily..
but i dun care la
haha
and we bought coconut and wennt to the playground
to tok tok and eat.
we ate ate ate.
and daphne was there
digging the coconut for us.
she is pro larh..
hahaha..
me and valentin dig so long but nohting come out
hahahhaa.

eveyrhting is just PERFECT today.
it was simply so nice =)









`i sat beside you.
but u dun feel anything.
body is around.
but soul is away
empty shell.

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why is it so painful?
why is it so painful?
why is it so painful?
why is it so painful?
why is it so painful?
why is it so painful?
why is it so painful?
why is it so painful?
why is it so painful????????



how many are there??
you wont know.
and u wont count.
u ask me to cheer up.
but i am sad.
not because of the match.
you will never understand.
a nitex.
a i am sleeping.
a bye.
end everything.

let me continue my sotry today..
today is assumption english game..
well..
it is not nice..
because we only played the second inning
and therain come..
the thunder and lightening come too...
so the game is stopped...

the game is nice actually..
wao the pitcher is good.
wait..
let me finish my sentence..
is not her pitching good..
but is her fielding..
becuase she is not scare of balls..
me and chye ning hit the ball to her..
but she get both of it and get me and chye ning out..
i think is cause the ball not hard enough bar..
haha
field wise..
still ok lor...
wan yee's pitching is damn good!!!!
wao i love it man!




ok let me talk about school..
hmmm..
today de school is short.
i was in ok mood.
but during recess it really sucks man.
i took my drink.
and stupid yong siang stopped me..
dun let me take up.
so i finish it before i go up.
first time i am so angry with yongisang.
haiz.

nvm.
i was planning to leave the drink for softball.
but too bad i cant.
and i just finish it.

i dunno wad to say le..
haiz..
not in good mood.
cya

hao le hao le..
i think i should start
right now!
ok
here it goes.

let me see.

i realise yesterday is not a nice day..
it is really not.
when i get home i got real tire.
i wanted to slp.
but something is always on my mind which make me cant.
i wonder why.
this things attracted my tears.
as i went to slp.

i woke up at 4.02 mid night.
because of this dream.
ppl say dream dun come true.
i hope this dream dun come true.
haiz.
and throughout the morning.
my mind is always on this dream.
stupid soul..
where did you go???
why did u see that???
arrggh... old ppl say u got dream is cause ur soul anyhow fly right?
i wonder where my soul fei fei yesterday.
wrong place!
haha.
this dream cause my tears once again!
as i walked to school.
it came down my cheeks =(


ok.
my mood was sour for..
eh.. ar.. hmmm... a while!
haha.
when i reach school with my darlings.
we went to the canteen.
i think there is where my first smile came.
we went to spray the glister!
wad ever so..
haha
linh ask clever wan to spray.
in the end neh..
dunno is she didnt have her breakfast or too weak.
she press le but nothing come out.
she wanted to spray on weixin this SMALL URSER.
haha
in the end??
she spray on er..
her.. lips i think.
and ltr on she wan again and spray on her TEETH!
duhh...
linh. u are tooo lousy!
hahaha


ok.
wad make my mood better??
let me think ar...
PE!!!!!!!!

caPtaIns baLL!!!
yeahhh
captain ball is fun.
captains ball is always fun i must say.
everytime i played captains ball.
this came into my mind.
.karwee.cynthia.
i remember
we played captains ball.
cynthia is injuried.
and karwee rushed to see how she is.
so sweet.
really very sweet.
first time i see kar wee so sweet.
everything is so nice at that time.
it was so fun.
thats the most fun captains ball game i ever ever had.
weixin was the goalie.
i passed the ball to you.
and if you got chance u would pass to me.
kar wee keep passing to cynthia.
so sweet=)
i stood with u at the bench
looking at each other.
the sweat from our body.
dripped.
it was real sweet and nice.
i miss it.
i see you.
i wonder did you think the same thing too?
when u are watching up there.
i doubt so.
i doubt u remember this incident.
[memories]




ling lao shi lesson was fun!
she is soooooo funny.
i remember
she wanted to say the show.
xin shan shan.
and guess wad she say???
"na ge xi jiao she me?
LIANG JING JING AR?"
hahahhaahaha
and our whole day burst out laughing.
i love you ling lao shi.
u are soooo nice =)


lesson continue.
let me think wad else happen.
yupp
stupid syharil.
confiscated the sweets.
arrrgghhh
wack u den u know.
stupid councilor.
but he is nice larh...
hahaha..
he is learning how to sing chinese love song.
from me and adonis.
he is singing to his girlfrien?
hahaha.


lesson finally ended after mdm siew's lesson
goosshh
stupid math
i start to hate it!
cause i dun understand a single bit!!!!!!!
never mind.
i already found my personal tutor!
hahaha.
alright alright.
wad else.


SHIMIN IS IN FOR PHYSICS REMEDIAL!
HAHAHA
this was stupid.
i didnt do well for my physic..
so i was in for this rememdial
duh..
haha..
i was laughing when mr theng read out
17!!!!
because it was siyuan
but wad's next?
mr theng said.
"16!"
and the whole class laugh at me
cause its me la!



SOFTBALL
today's trg is alright
quite fun.
but many things seems to be happening.
fard.
u are the one.
this stupid gal.
make me waste sooooo much saliva to make her laugh
and finally she do.
hahahaha
i even dance in front of her.
fard i look stupid ok!
but its alright if she do smile.
a smile from her is enough.
she is stupid to cut herself.
i really hate it.
pls dun hurt urself when u are badly hurt.
pls dun.


ok she finally smile.
and we started to play.


role model
hehhee
my role model is my role model
is always so cool
he is soooooo funny today!
well..
i dunno how to describe
haha.
i dunno i dunno.
hahahaha.
alright i dunno wad to say le.
i shall end here le bar.
cya




"dun ever say u dun miss.
because the more u say u dun
means u do"

here i am again..
=)
there is new town game today
we won.. yupp..
but i dun feel that good.. haiz..
because it is a easy school..
but yet we didnt do well..
nah..
haiz.. haiz.. haiz..
i feel that many people dun feel very good today..
well..
i got nothing to say..
but in the middle of the game..
out of a sudden..
i feel sooooooo good!!!!
woooohooooo..
hahahhaa..
i was taking the bubble stick di yao gave me for support!!!
yea!!
and i was hitting so hard on it..
until mr goh.. standind at the first base starts to stare at me..
heheee....
in the bus was the best man!
me, weixin, fard, grace and shilka was
playing a "modern" scissors paper stone!
haahha
and know wad??
mr goh heard and said..
"HEY HEY!!! MIND UR LANGUAGE!"
DOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha


wad else..
oh ya..
that spoil my mood..
mr goh scolded us for playing water yesterday
at the canteen.
and he say we played..
we had fun but he got the shit out of mr sim..
arrgghh..
and know wad fard say??
he got the shit and we shall have the toilet bowl..
hahahhahaa..
wad make me worst is wad mr goh says..
"even my captain are involve.. i am so disappointed"
what the..
so what if i am the captain?
cant i play too??
i am still someone that love to have fun wad..
why cant i play when i am just captain..
and that is still worst when coach added..
"the captain is the one that start first"

...
yes i admit i started first..
but coach added this in at the wrong time!!
arrggghhh...
forget it forget it..
shimin shouldnt let this stupid thing affect my mood..
yuuupp!!!
=)))
say le i am forever happpy shimin le..


wad else..
there is speech day!!!
stupid karwee ps me..
i went to ask him isnt he going up for the rehearsal??
and he said if i go up and he will go..
so we went up together..
i went to sit down with my frien
and kar wee leh!!!
idiot..
i saw him a few minutes ago and ask he come and sit.
but after a few minutes he disappear!!
and left me there..
but he told me we shall play scissors paper stone
ont the real speech day..
haha..
because we believe it will be bore.
haha.
yupp.




SU SHI QING ZHEN
yesssh!!!
li hong broke up with ally.
after ally drove xiao min out..
and happen in an accident.
where xiao min got injuried.
li hong found that ally is evil..
haha
and he decided to broke up with ally.
he confesed to xiao min in the hospital.
xiao min love li hong too.
but she didnt admit.

ally is not satisfied.
and wouldnt accept that xiao min is someone in between her and li hong.
her back ground.
her status were all very competitable with li hong.
but li hong dun feel so.
he feels that he was under control of his dad
when he is with ally.
but after meeting xiao min.
he know his aim in life
and know wad he wants to achieve.



shall be continue!
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omg i am real tire right now!!
hahhaa
alright i gtg
meeting uuu!!!!
cya!!!!

i thought i am always down.
i thought i will never be alright.
i thought i will be lost without you.
but after today.
i realise i am not.
everything has ended on the 31st of march.
do you agree?

i realise i am still happy.
yes i am =))

SHIMIN SHIMIN
HAPPY SHIMIN!!!
FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


-apple pie min =)




the day still shine without you.

simply..
i dunno wad to say today..
i woke up in the middle of the night..
many things ran through my mind..
and i told myself i shall blog today..
and i plan wad i will blog today..
but when i woke up..
i realise i got nothing to say..
really out of words..

everything is being replace.
but yet i still put it as my display pic.
thinking there is where we start
and there is where we have plenty of memories.
i have never stop loving that photo.
i really love it alot and i know nothing is gonna replace that.
but i was wrong.
it was already being replaced.
perhaps u already dun have the photo
or perhaps it already stands nothing in ur heart.

u want me to trust u
but have u thought how u answer my question?
there is so much hesitation for every question.
i hope i can trust u too.
but why do i dun?
because i simply dun want that to be replace.
but with all the hesitation.
i know everything is being took over.

i told her i dun want.
cause that belong to me and you.
and she scolded me for being selfish.
yesh.
i agreed.
nothing has belong to me in the first place.
i already step in in the wrong time.
instead of stepping out.
i went to step deeper.
into step 2 and 3 and 4.
till is was so deep and i cant climb out.
but will u ever know?
u will never.
cause you had never tried the feeling of being lonely.
shan jie told me.
when u are lonely or when u are afraid.
whoever u think of.
is the one true from ur heart.

when u are scare?
when u are alone?
who do u first think of?
this always ran through my mind and there is no answer.
till yesterday.

there is thunder..
i remember we stayed outside the corridor.
the rain splashed onto us.
we hugged tight.
it was so cooling.
and at the place.
we hid inside the public phone.
everything seems so nice.

yesterday
i stayed at home.
watching tv.
out of a sudden..
thunder came..
bomb bomb bomb.
its nature for everyone to be afraid of thunder.
i was.
most most most afraid of thunder and cockroach.
i rmb one night there is thunder.
i cant get into slp.
and i hugged my sista to slp.

suddenly there was a loud loud thunder
i'm scared.
real scared.
out of a sudden.
there came a sudden lighting and directly it follows by the thunder
and it was so loud
that causes me to burst out into tears.

wad did i think of that time?
i do not wan to say.
but i must say..
it is really very scary.

but wad is shimin scare of?
wad are u scare of?
wad???????????
no one understand.


i thought u will never let it get replace.
but u did.
if u didnt.
u will have many explanation.
but you do not have any explanation but many hesitation.


i should stop my nonesense towards you
i should stop pestering you.
i shall stop.


.I'm SorrY.




shan jie: i dun want to forget you.
i just want to get over you.