♥ KHONG SHI MIN |
4:47 AM
Friday, March 31, 2006:
ok let me see wad happen today.. hmmmmm EngLish TesT yucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 THIS STUPID ENGLISH COMPREHENSION TEST just simply SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! arrrrgggghhhhhh yuckkssssss pui pui pui!!!!! stupid test which i believe i am going to FLUNG IT!!!!! DUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am in love with this word duh.. hehehehhee.. ok back to point. yupp it really sucks larh! i dunno how to do.. nearly the whole passage!!!! stupid ass.. i was like turn right and look at ben.. he was so engross in answerinng.. writting and writting NON STOP!!! DUH!!! and turn to my left.. siyuan was aso writting and writting.. i got a moment and slight eruge of copying!! cause i simply dunno how to answer.... MS SOH AR!!! I THINK I NEED THOUSANDS ADN MILLONS OF HOURS OF TUITION NEH!!!!!! SOBSOB. ok i shall forget abt that casue its the past past past wad's done is done.. wad else can i do right? hehe let me see wad else....................... MDM xuEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! geeee.... her lesson is real bore ok!! real BORED!!!!!!!!! i was planning try! to pay attention to her lessonn.. but sob.. she was simply toking to herself.. facing the board and shouting... "3S2!!! CAN U GUYS BE QUIET FOR A MINUTE?" "U GUYS HAS NEVER BEEN QUIET FOR A MOMENT" ...... that's mdm xue alright.. hahahaha. so i went to sat with xin and linh. cause they stick their table together so i went to take adonis table and join them.. and know what jing hang say? "ppl take chair join.. then u take table join. somemore with a bag." hahahha i didnt realise the table was stuck on the table mar.. no wonder his table seems to weigh so much. hahahaha... let me sing a song to u "shi fen zhong shi fen zhong kuai dian dao lai!" (2 claps) (x5) "jiu fen zhong jie fen zhong kuai dian dao lai!" (2 claps) (x5) and contiue. hehehehe.. that's the counting down.. form by me and xin.. when we were waiting for the time to end mdm xue's lesson!!! gosh.. her lesson is real bored narh.. and i dun even understand wad she is toking abt.. haiz.. going to flung my e math narh.. sob.. let see... wad else.. SOFTBALL today's softball.. its alright.. not that fun.. and not that boring.. i dunno either.. at the beginning it is real fun.. when i really laugh like hell... i laugh with jun xiang.. when i wishhing him happy birthday.. and stupid grace pushed me so hard and knocked onto him.. hehehhee.. sorry jun xiang!!! anyway HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!! wad else??? softball... hmmmm.. yuppp it is fun! i throw ball with my 2 darlings. weixin!grace! hehehee.. we were just playing a fool larh.. the red flag!!! hahahaha... COUNT OF ME SINGAPORE!!! hahahhaa... weixin!! haha well.. i played with the flag nearly the whole day.. just swing here swing there.. and i pined it on weixin's hair.. ask her to be san ba gal.. hahha.. she dun let me touch her hair of course.. throw ball!!! me and shilka throw ball today.. FUN!!!!!!!!!!!! hehhehe.. we toss.we pitch. we catch. hahahhaha.. fun! hahahaha. i put a grass on my hair.. welll.. it is grace and weixin's idea.. and they are TWINS and i joined in. so we become s.h.e. hahaha.. that's funny larh.. hahaha.. ltr i dunno why and dunno when.. i saw this councilor batch on the tennis table.. so i went and pinned it on my pe shirt.. instead of pinning on the side i pin it at my stomach hahaha.. and when everyone sees it.. they greeted me "COUNCILLOR!!!" hahaha.. onli one person when i tell him i am councillor.. he say "councilor dai sai ar?" and scolded me for splashing the water on the floor and so i splash it on him.. and who he is? MARCUS SOH! stupid fool. ROLE MODEL!!! hahahaha... he is real real real funny!!! i was throwing with shilka.. den suddenly i heard someone say.. "thang aung thang aung.." in those tei tei voice.. den i was wondering.. omg! who is that.. i thought is karwee.. cause he was throwing beside me.. and i was throwing and not paying any attention to it.. but i cant take it!!! so i look over and said "wa lao who so er xin!!!" den i saw its bing shun.. hahahahhahaha.. and he laugh back.. i think he heard wad i said.. hahaha.. and i laugh back too.. hahaha and in the cca room... wad happen ar??? i aso dunno neh.. just he laugh and i laugh too.. hahaha.. my role model=) after that de training not that fun le.. shimin got mood swing. bu kai xin le. =( i think probably i am just too tire.. i told weixin that i feel like making myself till very very tire too exhausted till i faint. but she told me.. sooner or later u still will wake up.. i agreed. so i wipe off those thoughts. stupid cockroach!!!!!!!!!!! yupp!!! there is this stupid cockroach in the cca room.. that almost carry my soul away.. lucky u not beside my leg ar! if not i flat u like roti prata! we were cleaning the cca room. me.fard.and.shilka... clean clean clean. and shilka went to sweep the floor.. while i cleaning the table NEAR SHILKA! and when she was sweeping i SAW the cockroach crawl out of the broom. and shilka SCRRREEEEAMMMM like hell.. and to be honest. me too... i climbed up to the table immediately. to be real honest. i am really very very scare... i dunno who shoo out the cockroach or kill it.. but i must thanks that person larh.. hahahahha.. stupid cockroach. i was scared. but it was covered with my laughters. hahahaha. and GRACE!!! wo yao bao chi xing xiang! hahahahaha.. scare aso cannot show.. need face!! hahahaha.. alright. that's all for today. shimin is tire le. going orh orh le. cya my darlings readers!!!!!!!!!! =)))) `i am going to the beach=) with u.
2:39 AM
Tuesday, March 28, 2006:
life is pretty good today. shimin is happy almsot the whole day =) [big big smile] Yang Guo And Xiao Long Nu omg... thiis is a very very bad joke by the whole class... they jsut simply wan to sobo me.. hahaha.. stupid allen.. told me this joke start from him.. and he told me yesterday that i am gonna get it from his joke. stupid allen. and i promise him to give him sweets inorder to shut his mouth. so early in the morning he was there asking me for sweets. i took sweets from jessica and gave it to him. i think he is satisfied. no no!! he wasnt. he told me one is not enough. arrrgggh... hahahhaa. they played tis joke during madam lim's class.. gosh.. i believe even now ling lao shi also misunderstood le.. duh duh.. haha. yOng SianG yong siang is really my apple pie! not onli mine. i believe he belong to the whole class. hahaha. he is so funny today. DIAYO! :i will get back in 3 seconds!!! hahaha but he return in 18 seconds time. and mdm lim wants him to do 15 push up. hahahahaha.. we count for him. yong siang started everythign single thing. 1..2..3..4.. 1..2..3..4.. 1..2..3..4.. and see diyao's blood vessel was getting onto his face his brain. his nerves. hahahahhaha. but soon our counting went crazy. 1..3..4...5...98..99.. 100!!! and everyone clapped. duh.. hahahhaha ALLEN CHIA this guy here.. got mood swing i think.. hahaha.. but i like him alot! hahaha.. he sang with me and siyuan together.. and kai xin!! haha we sang jiu shi ai ni.juliet.zi zu.feng. more more more hahahaha and tis guy.. have paper fight with me yesterday.. hit my head so hard!!! and i aim him hit his eyes and face! hahaha and siyuan was laughing.. but.. till madam xue scold.. so we stopped. hahaha. den today he was so sacastic!!! he say.. "wa why shimin so guai today" hahaha. and i crashed a paper and threw on him again. den.. we started our paper fight again. PoLar Bear! i thought wad game is it.. alway heard from a2 ppl say say say.. till today.. we played during our pc period. hahahhaa. it was rather fun. not bad larh.. hahaha we got to guess who is the polar bear. me and zhen together sabotage BENJAMIN! cause zhen peep peep and saw ben was.. hahaha so we together sobotage him.. hahahhaa.. i realise our whole class was having so much fun at that time. hahaha. I LOVE 3S2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shimin is guai guai today u know why mar? i realise i didnt even leave my class to the toilet or just stand outside which i use to do.. i was in the class whole day long. ok? hahaha. i dunno why too =) it is an important document!!! cannot lose it ok? it contain everything. nv lose it. `follow the flow. when the flow end. i might not belong to u anymore. my heart.
11:40 PM
Saturday, March 25, 2006:
early in the morning and tis happened. CHYENING!. I MISS YOU. i really miss her =( i didnt realise actually. perhaps we have the strong team spirit. which i always didnt realise.and notice. till today. when i see chye ning walks into the departure hall. and i hugged her farewell. i realise i really missed her. i thought back alot of things. how we start with our game. how we fight our opponent. cresent.our first game. nan yang.our last game. and every game she is always by our side. with her echoe.with her cheering. she is always there. -icried. i really miss her. chye ning. daphne is worst of all. she cried badly. she missed chye ning i can see. everyone do. shilka too. weixin too. we are a team. i bet every every single one of us miss her. early in the morning. i recieved it. i dunno it either. it was once lost. but yet when it comes again. i am afraid. i am really afraid of loosing it again. but after one thing. everything was gone again. is everything true? or just a fake scene that no one other den me can see? i miss you i love you. a word that is once so difficult for me to say. nothing changes. i hope the world is under my control. and u told me wait long long. i will wait. i shall wait. cause i believe one day the world will turn out to the way i want. i am a typical pisecs gal. i needed to be love. [who dun? alright. haha] i need to be belong to someone. i am dependant. i will be helpless in times when no one can sees. i am emotion. that's so far true enough. i hope i understand what you want. `pasir ris rock no.4. `i am all out in love. i am so lost without you. `regretted. `everything changes. `the world is under me. whoareyoustrugglingwith?? -imissyou. [not a difficult word. but yet it take time to come out from my mouth. because it come out from my heart]
6:59 AM
Friday, March 24, 2006:
I LOVE QISHENG!!!!! qi sheng is really very very very nice!!!!!!!!!!!! the nicest boy senior i have =) he went all the way down today to train us.. i believe becasue he know monday we were having match against tgk.. so he came down to train us.. he did warm up with us!!! he run with us.. he taught us new warm up.. the guys warm up.. hahahhaah... he also said alot of jokes with us.. which makes us laugh laugh laugh!!! ahhahaha.. he taught us alot of things. he pointed out all our mistakes. throwing.tossing.grounders. soooooo nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he trained us alot too. he train us on knee down throwing. he say tis will train our accuracy. if i am not wrong. ahahhaha. he wont hesitated to point out our mistakes i love it!!!!!!!! THANKS QI SHENG!!!! JUN LONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jun long is another one!!! hahahhaa he is the joking one too today.. i also must thanks him cause he is my third base coach today hahah.. i believe he is not as fierce as qi sheng. hahahaha.. qisheng is traing valentin while he is training me.. he encouraged me alot alot.. THANKS JUN LONG!!!! MY ROLE MODEL!!!!! hehehehehehe let me tok about my role model. ahem* he is funny todae hahahaha. he was batting. jasdeep was tossing. jun long scolded jasdeep. because jasdeep tossed too fast. and they were not ready yet. den jasdeep has tis innocent look.. oppsss.. but know wad he say?? "i help u revenge" hahhaa and he laughed. but jasdeep didnt toss well.. and he didnt bat.. and daphne said. "so fussy" HAHAHHAHA he heard and he laughed too!!! ahhahahha... at the begging.. everything was right everything with right today everything is very right. but everything is gone. really gone. i dunno how am i feeling wad am i doing. i just hope everything will be gone. i wan to keep every single thing that is in my mind. i want to keep every single smile that remain inside. i want to keep everything. .give me the answer.
4:58 AM
Wednesday, March 22, 2006:
i said how i feel. i feel tis way. but you might not. there seems to be something that hide inside both me and your heart. but yet. no one sound it out. perhaps. years later. when we met each other in the old place. everything will be cleared and said out. no one knows how i feel. no one can see. no one knows. onli myself. wad actually am i hiding? wad exactly am i showing? wad i want? how i feel? can u sense?????? EXACTLY. the best is not to tok abt it. and is wad u exactly want. and that is how u feels. no one knows how u feel. no one can see. no one knows. onli yourself.. i passed it to you secretly. when no one notice. no one sees. wad for? cant it be done in open? but i know. "open" has become a very difficult word for me. i am feeling down. exactly how u feel? have you sound out? exactly how i feel? has i sound out? perhaps perhaps. everything is simply guessing and wild guesses. perhaps like xin. tou tou chuan chuan and she found it. maybe like linh. everything shall leave it to fate. IT IS DESTINATED. believe it =shimin BTW nice game guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you guys played well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 nice one!!!!!!!!!!!! =))))))))))))) its our turn tmr!!!!!!!!!!!! JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
12:40 AM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006:
everything is so close today. very very. you looked over. i looked over. you looked up i looked down. u are in the hall. i am in the physic lab. correct straight directly. everything is so close again. but i dare not. i just went down to buy something i want. i came home. and found nothing. i thought everything is fated. yupp it is. i ask linh, xin, zhen and diyao. they feel that our destiny is desinated? or we got to fight for ourselve?? linh and zhen think that our destiny is in our own hand and we have to fight for it. but me and xin thinks that our destiny is destinated. and after me and linh have the second discussion. we feel that is half half. haha. she feels that. when she and lian wei start. they were unknown frien. just like stranger. but there is the fate. which brought the 2 of them together. xin leh. duo duo chuan chuan duo duo chuan chuan. and still end up with seet. in the end. they still feel they were the best for each other. so everything is destinated. i feel that mine is too =) i sense. i love mr's nalf's speech. i really love mr nalf's speech todae. our life journey is just like we taking train. we started our life at the moment when we were born. on the journey. there were many pepople that will get into ur life. people might jsut get into ur life for this short little period. but yet. it left deep memories. i might wan to take the seat next to u in the train. but it is took by other people. even i might take the seat next to you. but yet u might not notice me. so i was slowly being squeezed into the next cabin. people came into the train at the time when u didnt realise but they also alight at the station at a short moment. u do not know their destination. so u do not know when is the stop theu will alight. when they will leave the train. you dun know who will get into the train at which moment and u dun know which moment they will alight and leave you. always get prepared. life still goes on. till ur train reached ur destination. believe that you will reach your destination. with joy and laughters. even though those people might come into the same train as you. or alight at some station before you. but i believe that. one day. we will all meet at the same main station. talking about our silly past memories. adn that will be the time. when all of us will sobs and hugs. that is those memories and experience we will go through in our life. believe in yourself. and you will reach your destination. -SHIMIN =)
5:03 AM
Monday, March 20, 2006:
ALRIGHT! shimin is here. today training is fun=) tis is a short blog. i gt alonger blog at the back. today it rained. u helped. i am touched. .HEI SHE MAO YI. yi jian hei she mao yi. liang ge ren de HUI YI. yu guo huo JIU GEN NEN WANG JI. wang ji wo HAI AI NI. ni bu yong zai yi. LIU LEI ye zi shi GANG HAO er yi. wo zhi dao BU NEN ZIA LIU ZU NI. ye zhi dao BU NEN MEI YOU GU QI. gan xe ni rang wo yong you qiu tian de HUI YI. *kan zhe na bai she de qing ting. zai kong zhong WANG LE QIAN JING. hai nen bu nen CONG XIN bian zhi nao hei zong qi mao qiu de QI YI. ZAI SHUO WO AI NI. ke nen YU YE bu hui TING. hei she mao yi. chang zai na li. JIU RANG HUI YI YONG YUAN TING ZAI.ZHE LI. the lyrics is somehow wrong! haha. but its alright. it was a raining day today. and i heard tis song from chye ning's mp3. i love it. i love it. -shimin.
6:00 PM
Friday, March 17, 2006:
YESH! let me blog about YESTERDAY I LOVE MY SISTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jie jie the BEST BEST BEST sista i ever ever had! JIE I LOVE YOU!!!! WELL i worn high heals. and haha. i was so unbalance at the beginning and my heals was STUCK IN THE DRAIN! i know very MALOOO! HAHAHA. den my sis was there pulling out for me hahaha.. maybe i belong to wear slipper! hahaha my sis say i screamed very loudly. hahahaha she knew today is my birthdae she brought me to orchard. for big shopping! i spent her so much money but she dun seems to heart ach when i am there aching for her but i love wad ever things she bought for me JIE I AM TOUCH! you rather dun buy the shoes u are waiting for and buy the 3 quarter for me. u say wait for ur next pay. sobs. i am soooo touch. she slash her card here and there here and there and overall i spent her 100 over bucks goshh LOVE YOU SO MUCH! i bought a shirt from blossom 2 mini skirt. and 1 three quarter. hehe. long time ever since i go shopping le. GRACE WANTS MY SISTA! hahahahaha grace was complaining saying my sister was good and wan me to give her to her NO WAY! hhahahhaha i love her so much if i ever lose her i will cry like hell. hahahaha. she also lend me her mp3 today geee... so i wouldnt see wad i dun wan to see. hehehhehehe ok. first. we went dodby ghuat. there isnt anything. so we continue. and we went orchard. everything seem alright. but when we step into cenileisure. many things run through. it has been so long ever since i step into cenileisure again. the last time. perhaps. is "that time". i looked at the neo print shop. and i remember i was once angered there! hahahaha. `we walk past ZAIPER CULTURE. we went in and we saw some comics structure. and she say i wan to buy dunno wad dunno wad. hahaha. den i asked her. i thought u prefer the sword? hahaha.. den she say YA HOR! I GOT 50 BUCKS! CAN BUY THE SWORD! .hahahhaa. i was there. laughing in my heart. cause i know she prefers the sword to the comics structure. and i had already bought for her secretly. when we went suntec we gt no money that time. hahaha. and i see her looking through everything. i know she likes it. and she say when i gt money that will be the first thing i wan to buy hahaha. haha. so i know wad to do. i just like to give her surprise! and see her startling face i am soooo happy =) " we walked past that shop. den we continue and realise there is nth more in ceni. i auto walked to the escalator den my jie ask. u wan to go up ar? hahaha.. den i say no larh. but i looked up at the escalator. i watched movie there=) soooo many ppl. i sang k box there too=) hahahaha. ok we continue walk going herren. nth much happen in herren. YESH! THERE IS! NEOPRINT! i took neo print with my sista sooooo nice!!!!!!!!!! hahahahhahahaha. den we decide to go fareast. on the way. we walk pass a street. `HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! we saw someone with the same birthdae hahaha.. and we were there wishing each other happy birthdae. but they didnt realise. actualy we were quarrelling! hahaha.. and i was walking in the front and she is at the back. ahhaa.. but i know. i shouldnt be angry at this time. so we patched up. izzit? hahaha =) " continue. we reached far east. jie jie say wan to bring me go suan ming. but the uncle is not there. i told her i dun want. cause i am supertitious. but she say its suan character not life. so i think nno harm. haha.. fareast is the place where i bought sooo many things. omg.. i must say fareast ppl was damn damn FRIENDLY! they all wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY. when they know tmr is my birthdae hahaha.. one sales gal was veyr very sweet and pretty! and especially she is friendly. omg. i feel that she is sooo cute. she was there writting lyrics. and i peep at it! OO haha. and she laugh and cover it! hahahaha. I LOVE THE PEOPLE IN FAREAST! I SAW SHILKA!!!!!! hahahahaha.. shilak aso bought many many things. hahah. she was at the stairs on phone with grace when she sreamed "SHIMIN!!!!!" hahahhahahaha.. i knew she will be there cuase she told me she is going shopping with her mimmy =) ok. next. nth much. my dad called. hehe I LOVE MY DAD TOO! he joke with me on the phone. haha. and i realise i tok very sweetly to my dad hahaha. WE ARE HAVING STEAM BOAT!!!! that is our family special culture i think. haha.. whoever birthdae we will go there and eat because we love the food there. i remember my mimmy birthdae we aso ate there. hahahaha.. i ask my sis. how are we going. and she say. we will alight at NOVENA. haha. come come come. we stopped at novena mrt startion. i saw the green square walls. "haha. we took photo there. we sat down there. omg. i like forcing her like that. i pull her head. and she finally smile =) adn we took 3! haha.. through mine hp=) nice. first time i took photo with her throught hp wor=)" `we have no where to go. haha. bored. so we decide at the mrt station. i dunno where to go. and she dunno where to go. den we say. lets stop at the 11th stop from kahtib. hahaha. and we did. and there is novena. we went shopping? haha. we dun really shop we eat! hahaha. but that time we were broke. haha. i dun like to spend money when i go out. i dunno why. haha. good tht novena dun have many ppl. cuase we dun like crowded place. hahaha. our stomach was groaning. VEYR HUNGRY!!!! den when we reach novena. ohhh gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!! there was so many fast food! restaurants. hahahaha. and we just walk past one shop by one shop. although we were hungry. although we didnt eat. but we enjoy the laughters. and the joy that we dun have money to eat. haha. WE WERE BROKE OK! haha. if we gt the money and we went to eat. i think it will no longer that happy le. haha. we went to sit down at a bench near the lift. where there wouldnt be any food stalls. haha. BUT........ we walk past a father and son. and the son asked the father. "pa we go eat han's ok???" hahahha and our stomach groan again. hahahaha... i really enjoy that moment. hehehehe. but of course. we still went kfc in the end. we shared a meal. nicest meal i had. we played handphone. all the way through. hahah. stupid things right? there is also the disc shop. we watched free advertisement from there. haha. scv show and we tok abt the scv show till so shuang. hahahha" ok den my sister wan to go toilet haha. and i went to the disc shop and waited for her. i browse through. many shows. hehe. she came out. den i say i want to go kfc. haha. she waited for me outside the kfc. i walked it. one round. i saw the table we sat. and two guys were sitting down there. haha. i exit thorugh another door. and my sis was shocked. she say. ni cong na li chuu lai de?? hahaha.. and i was laughing so loudly. we went o meet my dad. we dun wan to cross the traffic light cause too far lazy. haha. so we crossed the road my sis held me veyr very tightly. she say sooo many cars!!! hahaha.. but frankly speaking i dunno why. i am not scare at all. haha. i still feel like crossing. when my sis "BU YAO!!! AR!!!!" hahahhahahahahhaha. i remember i was once like that too. "ni ke yi bu yao zhe yang guo ma lu mar??!" hahaha i use to say that. and i will pull her shirt alll the way. haha. but slowly i aso like that. haha my mama saw us and say. WA! HAO DAO KAM CHU ZAI AR? hahaha in hokkien. hahaha. we ate. we laugh. we chat. hahaha my bro sit beside me. den he lie on me say he very full. hahahaha. i like to pinch his cheek especially after he bth. haha. tell u sth! i secretly kissed him at his cheek. hahahaha. and he say "WEI NI!!!!!" haha and he pointpoint and laugh. hahaa. my dad also laugh my sis and mum too. hahaha. and my father was puting his tongue out and play with my sis hahahahha. ltr we order another can of coke my bro wan to drink it but my sis dun allow she say he drink alot le. but i drank it. and mybro was so jealous he took a straw and stuff it into the cup haha.. and my sis say PRESS THE STRAW! haha. den i press and he was tying to suck up the coke but seems so difficutlt! hahaha and my sis and mimmy was there laughing!! haha next is the best! haha. we left some mushroom! we were all too full to finish it. so we deicde. play sissor paper stone and whoever loose shall eat. there were 8 mushroom if i am not wrong. haha. SISSORS PAPER STON! HEY! we three shove wad we want. i put stone. my sis too. and my bro put SCISSORS! HAHAHAHA and he ate one mushroom. HAHA. WELL.. it was my idea to play tis on my bro. i kick my sista's leg. and i show her paper. hahahahahhahahaha SCISSORS PAPER STONE! me paper my sista paper. my brother STONE!!!! hahahahahhahahahhaa omg.. our whole family burst out laughing. REALY LOUD. even my dad. it has been soooo long ever since our whole family sat down and laugh together till like tt. thanks to me. hahaha.. and my dad ask "ni he jie jie ba ka ar?" cause when my bro lose i am the one laughing the loudest! hahahaha.. my bro ate those mushroom. and i aso gt lose so i ate some too =) IT WAS REAL FUN. I LOVE THEM. i believe many ppl love my family too =) hahahha.. we were loving. real loving. "we dun like to shop. we really dun like to shop. shopping is not fun for both of us. we prefer to go places that were quiet. so we dun go shopping! we chat!!!! ok???????????????????? we just love to laugh! love to play! love to shout! as long as we were happy we woudlnt care how other ppl think of us! we just like to beat each other as though we were kids! haha. we bite we scream! we dunnnn care!!!! right jie jie?????????????" I REALLY LOVE MY SIS! MY WHOLE FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU UNDERSTAND??
5:51 PM
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hehehe i am here to blog firt thing i want to say! TODAY IS MY 15TH BIRTHDAY! WO SHI WU SHUI LE!!!! hehehehe zhang da le. i am very touched cause in the morning 12 am there is many ppl wished me happy birthday!!! FIRST MENTION YOU! thankssss sooo much u are the first one first one to wish me happy birthday! i am really very touch! u told me u type everything and waited till the time click to 12 and u press ENTER! omg.. i am reallll touch u are the first first one it has been 3 months and u are still there i didnt realise it will be like that it was startling. haha. but i am really really touch. u know my heart is somewhere but u choose to remain. i know i am really glad. THANKS! next mention YOU! 1211. hehehe it is special. thanks! tis is the day i have been expecting long long ago. 8 months ago. things might not turn out the way i wanted but i am also glad and touch! u let me be bigger hahahaha. thanks! although things might not turn out the way but i still feel there is a close link a close frien link. that is already enough =) THANKS! next. zhen!!! among my darlings she is the first one! she send me msg!!! hahahaha thanks ar zhen!!!! 10 years buddy!!! FOREVER!!! next. GRACE! tis gal say she forget my birthdae haha.. but she didnt =) she wished me too but is an early birthdae! haha still touched=) next. DAPHNE!! tis gal. wish me through hp den msn ahhahaha... she is also so excited abt my birthdae hahahah.. thanks daphne!!! next. SHIRLEY! shirley!!! 16 i 15.. hahaha she send me msg. frienster. hahahahhaa i believe ltr i go match sure will hug u!!!! hahahaha 100% chop chop! next. jun mei!!! hehehehe she is the 4th one! i rmb she asked me that hahahha!!! thanks jun mei!! next. irfan. tag on my blog to mention so big!!! i nv forget ur birthdae!!! hahaaha THANKS IRFAN! next. yikeng. thanks yikeng!!!! i believe there will be more ltr! haha thanks aEVERYONE! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4:49 AM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006:
i dunno i really dunno why i am here worrying haha i know nth will happen but my heart just PUDONG PUDONG keep beating me i looked at my phone staring!!!!!!!!! haha nth nth nth will happen de =) tis is my second blog todae well i am just too bore half chatting half updating half worrying ok! hahahaha i wen to swim todae with zhen and xin i brought 2 goggles cause zhen dun hv but xin unlucky hand she say "GREEN! I CHANGE WITH U!" and she changed with zhen and give zhen her blue one and in the end? she tried to wear it and too bad.. my goggles broke into 2 pieces not bad ar xin?? hahahaha ok SWIM. i swim pretty lot todae alot more den usual usually i swim one lap and i will stop to take a breathe.. but i seem so dertermine todae i swam 4 laps! woot! continuous ok! i dunno why out of a sudden i have such determination i just swim my mind is blank totally blank at the moment i dunno wad i am thinking i just wan to swim and reach my destination but out of a sudden my goggles become very blur very blur i cant see the route infront and my throat was itchy and my nose is running arrrgghhh and finally i stopped took a breathe... xin and zhen look stunned and xin asked me this question eng: "wad are u trying to force yourself to do?" chinese: "ni dao di zai bi zhi ji zhuo she me?" hahahhaa and zhen was keeping quiet i dunno either i onli know i love swimming haha when i am deep into the water my mind will go blank and just keep swimming continously without stopping. i realise alot of ppl love my blog song!!! wohooo!!! hahahahhahahahha "ireallydunnowadiwant." i wan to ask u i really wan to
8:21 PM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006:
i am back from remedial MR GOH's math lesson and MS ZAINAH's chem lesson I LOVE MS ZAINAH!!!!!!!!! she is a very nice teacher or shld i say nice to bully?? oooppss i didnt! i didnt! i really didnt bully her hehehheeee i onli know mr goh is naggy we were suppose to end the lesson at 930.. but he tok tok tok till 10 in the end directly chem lesson but heheheeeeeee ms zainah is soooo nice she let us have 15 minutes break but actually we took 30 minutes =) i think ramesh also wont be that nice lor haha.. ms zainah also give us BISCUIT! hehehee nice nice nice nice =)) ok i am bored. i am going to slp. i dunno why now aday i am sooo tire linh say i am mentally tire hahahahha siao ar! i both larh physical also tire hahaha.. yesterday f4 went went.. cuase way yupp.. long time ever since i step in there le me and zhen went there first and we went to have our lunch yucks bu hao chi de =( haha den xin come and i eat with her again some snacks hahaha nice =) den linh came with wei haha sweet couple ahhaha den i eat with linh agian.. hahahaha!!! i eat alot hor???? hahahhahahaha i dun care anyway haha.. nen chi shi fu but always grow fat ltr on haha.. alright.. yesterdae i realise something something.. i dunno i will ruin the whole thing becuase not a single hint that things might be change and for many previous case it is empty hope. and i dun wan it again as i will get real disappointed ltr on. perhaps when the day really come den say bar. i really really enjoy the trg yesterdae at least i made it =) at least we tried at least i am happy =)) we did some physical trg well.. i make a joke out of myself we were suppose to run with the ball and i thought of tosing and i tosing and hit weixin stupid me right? hahaha den we gt to skip with the ball arrgghhh so ugly.. haha me and shilka was waiting for our role model=) he didnt come early haha.. den when we were doing physical shilka suddenly run to me look so hyper haha and told me he is there! hahaha i saw him walk in.. slowly modelling wooot!! cool~ hahaha [no feel] haha shilka look more excited den i am ok haha. chyening help me rub my BALUKU hahahhaa not really that pain but she scolded me cause i say i love the baluka as it look nice on my leg hahahahha she use water botti to rub for me hahah! real funny hahahahhaha ok i shall stop here! .COFFESSION OF A BROKEN HEART. .give me a hint. .i hope i could stop that moment. .every moment that i am with u.
7:16 AM
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it is the third months time flies. but yet. everything is still remain there. "wad about you?"
5:00 AM
Sunday, March 12, 2006:
yes. i am sad. i onli can tell u tis. but will u ever realise? i know u wouldnt. after the tok with daphne. many things really ran through my mind plenty of it i know you will nv concern never. cause it is already empty. never. sobs i dunno how i am feeling now u forgotten the promise u given to me i know. you are not there for me i know tis too. perhaps like daphne. we probably just miss the past the memories. nt you. i hope. i really hope. i am totally disappointed. there is no concern msg. and there is no good luck msg. perhaps i am out really out. we were in the same place. but yet different world. my mind is twisting in circles making me giddy. i am tire really i am. shimin is. yawn! weixin scolded me badly todae i hope she wakes me up but i dun think so sorry weixin i dunno i make ur life so miserable. sorry i am going slp now i am damn tire when i wake up early in the morning to give everyone morning call i think i am a good human alarm clock. haha. that's wad u call me. u remember? i went to cut hair and i told xin. everything of mine shall be change again. again. to better=)) always change for the better. i am concern but always at the back. i am in the same world as my "ROLE MODEL!!!!" WOOOHOOOO!!!! hahaha but too bad larh no heartbeats.. hahahhaha shuai shuai hehehhee=))))))))))))) cool cool =)))))))) daphne -railing shimin -corridor =))))))))) i shall blog more tmr cause i am really EXHAUSTED! night everyone!!! "i dun wan to voice out how much i did for u. becuase i know u will never know. u will nv appreciate it. because ur heart dun leave a trace of me. it is filled up with her." "better to be sad. den to regret."
6:06 AM
Saturday, March 11, 2006:
ok i shall blog let me blog hmmmm first of all.. DAPHNE!!!! i gt a big swollen blue black on my leg too!! i shall share the pain with u le!! hahaha i know if chye ning sees this she is going to say sry haha cause when i told daphne daphne told me chye ning says sry hahaha.. its ok chye ning!! really hahahaha although it is painful but seriously i like it hahha.. casue i long time dun hv this kind of blue black le hahahha... ok let me start todae todae is b boys and c boys match we gal seems more kan jiong den them we were suppose to train but qi sheng say we might not have the space too so we decide to go there slowly WE WERE HUNGRY!!!! and we went to dodby ghuat? i dunno how to spell man hahhaa.. and we went to eat we went to eat long john silver in the end and we realise we were late actually we were nt but is desmond and friend were with us so we we late when we were on the way to kallang we get lost we went wrong escalator and in the end!! desomond was lost! and daphne was very very pissed off with her bro i must say cause when she saw her bro she STARRREEEDD at him.. haha but they were alright very soon haha i found them cute actually haha.. and when we went to find desmond.. shilka was lost!!! haha cause we went wrong escalator and me and daph rushed up but shilka didnt! and she continue down hahahahha chye ning say instead of going we seem to be playing hide and seek ahhahaha we rush to kallang and we send desmond and frien in the taxi and there daphne took out the IMPORTANT DOCUMENT! haha its a map her da jie give to show us the route to the field well we make a joke of ourselves cause pei lin long ago and asked us when reach kallang take taxi. but we refuse to as daphne thinks that we shld be independant! haha and since her sis has already make the effort to make a map for us we shld cherish and use it right? haha i feel that we gals are just so "naughty"? we always refuse to listen to others and like to play around hahaha.. but that's good larh hahahahha ok every funny things start from me and daphne when we started throwing ball ok i gave daph grounders and she threw to me but accidently.... the ball FLEW!!! over the fence the fence look like army fence haha gt sharp sharp thing up there so we cant climb over so we saw a stick and start digging it out and finally with much effort it was out.. so i took the stick haha it was nice casue when i taking it look like i went hiking haha nice.. daph was snatching the stick with me i found a new one and val took it soon.. we decide.. everyone shall take a stick to make it look special! haha maybe ppl might think we were crazy haha sotong haha.. soon all our hands hold a stick we follow a lady and we crossed an over head bridge well.... we realise we had walk 30 minutes journey goshhhhh hahaha good physical training actually haha we den reach car park C and car park J wellllll haha we saw tennis court but nt softball and we called coach for help haha coach didnt scold us but instead he laughed we finally reached there after ONE HOUR journey wao suprisingly.. perhaps we were just stupid hahahha the game start....... ok lor..... our c guys lost but its alright.. i feel that they had play well.. out b boys won! and they played good! i must say.. haha good =)) hahaha cause of my sweetsss hahahaha everything ended well like tis like that haha the b boys were rather funny i must must say hahahah wrong count and everything! hahaha and coach's usual line "you guys were just a bunch of!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IDIOTS!!!" haha although idiots sounds bad.. but i think coach mean well.. haha look at other coaches and compare woot!! coah is already nice i love coach =))))) i remember his smile and his laugh when we told him we took 1 hour to find our way in and when the guys gt wrong count he is really sweet and nice i love coach =)))))) tomorrow against nanhua and wan yee cant be there she is sick and chye ning trg her pitching abit here phew haiz.. get well soon wan yee =)
4:56 AM
Tuesday, March 07, 2006:
i realise something i really realise something after i watched the show todae when u are sad. who are the one u look for? who will u tok to? who will u feel like crying to? who will u cofess to? who will make u comfortable after saying? who allow u to spell everything out without hesitation? who will be the one that cheer u up? who who who? that's why the show ask and yilang tok so fast but yet i remember everything. yi lang says.. if u ever lost tis person by ur side ur life will lost the red you woudlnt realise he was by ur side till one day.. u lost it and regret is slightly.. too late.. izzit true? maybe bar.. i am thinking abt tis the whole night whole night perhaps one day tis person will really gone.
2:45 AM
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we are singapore we are singapore we the nation strong and feel the liong roar!! hahahhaa dun think i am crazy i am telling u wad happen yesterday haha.. when mdm xu.. comessss gosh.. zhen ren bu lu xiang! understand? lucky she is nt a guy if nt she shall be name as "sissy" gosh.. hahaha zhen xin and me was imitating her hahaha and laugh off when we were in the toilet haha den when she took out the flags wants to give examples abt the measurement.. me and yong siang started singing tis song haha and no flag?? we took pen and wave wave wave hahahaha!! wellll i am going to fail my social study! i am sad! very very sad! but wad use right?? gt ppl cheer me up can le larh! hahahaha i found a damn damn nice nice nice nice song yesterdae!!! my sis sis introudce de.. hahahaha sang by twins and a guy gosh.. i am attracted to the guy's voice i told linh sound like adonis haha and she "huh???????" so loud hahahhaa really the song is very very nice i cant imagine i listen from 610 when i wake up till 7 when i leave my house dun ever ever let my sis know if nt she woudlnt let me off probably when she saw the battery she will burst! haha ok todae is the first time i feel mr goh's lesson is getting slightly interesting haha.. basically.. his lesson i found it interesting at the begginning whenever his lesson comes the time passes very fast but i dunno why tis period of time i dun seem to get the appeal of his lesson seems to get more and more bored i dunno is becuase my personal problems or wad.. made me cant concentrate on his lesson and i dun even really understand wad is going on with that topic haiz.. but its alright! everything is over and i starts to concentrate during his lesson again hahaha we gt his remedial todae from 3 to 430 yupp haha.. well nt more happen le larh hor? there is plenty and plenty of homework i haven touch! help me help me do!!!!! haha "i know the truth when u looked up"
8:01 PM
Friday, March 03, 2006:
let me update wad happen yesterday well.. yesterday.. is a short day.. 1210 and we are release.. hmmm i stayed back with grace, daphne and shilka and chye ning with the guys and softball we throw ball fun=)) i throw with grace awhile onli but throw with shilka very long i was exhausted at all i dunno why.. i just feel like venting all my anger out shilka say she understand why i feel that yupp indeed.. she knew.. throw till i was really exhausted omg.. and we stopped haha den me, chye ning, grace, daph and shilka chit chat at the stairs i took out the paper that daphne gave me a paper we wrote long long ago she passed it to me today i read and i realise i have this meories i took out and we went to the dnt room we look in and discuss wad happen that day which make us wrote those things a very nice and funny memory. i will nv forget. den me and shilka was throwing the ball against the wall i realise is fun doing that way haha kar wee was there disturbing haha.. jun xiang and kam chuen join us ltr.. shilka pitch the ball to bing shun and jasdeep was catching haha.. losuy shilka.. hit bing shun so many times but bing shun was laughing hahahaha we went back after tt we didnt go home we went to the mac grace went back cause she gt tuition me, shilka, daphne and chye nign chat in the mac till 7.. chye ning leave first cause her mother we didnt feel like going at all till mr naufaul came gossh!! he was look at us staring and staring and i realise my shirt was out.. OPSS HAHA he shoo his hand hinting us to leave and so we did and he said "daaphnnee" haha and daphne was lauhign away as i pushed her haha.. we didnt went home either we were liotering.. here and there daph and me bought memtos she bough the purple one and i bought my favourite green lime one shilka bought chocolate and we went walking and walk till 7 plus.. and we went home when i reach home.. my phone was ringing.. den i realise that daphne's parents was looking for her and shilka's parents too my mother too!!! alemak i think we are over broad eh?? haha but it is really a great chat we did chat alot and we planned we gals should hv tough training.. no more playing.. i hope we can.. i had another great chat at night sad and happy chat i dunno although things has made clear but yet lots of things is still running through my mind "i watched tis show" yi lang and yixi two brothers fall for miki.. and when yi lang confessed to miki he held miki tight in his arm and he told the audience he woudlnt really hope he could stop the time there.. tis remind me the time the moment where i would like to stop the time where we sat at the rock the wind. the chat. you told me everything. i miss everything. "if onli everything can be changed"
5:10 AM
Thursday, March 02, 2006:
ok hehe i come le let me touch up everything well.. wad happen todae?? hmmmm i took down the geography notes but u didnt come and take for me until siyuan sae "wa! u read geo ar? zai ar!" see la see la! hahahaha todae gt physic test funny! i was there praying ar theng woudlnt be here of course i woudlnt be praying alone.. siyuan pray with me he ask me dun pray first wait for ms kaur come and when reading the announcement and we shall pray haha we were looking ard didnt see him my hope come up UP UP UP ms kaur came up instead of praying we were laughing haha and in the end ms kaur sae can the ncc ppl blah blah blah meet mr theng and so and i know he gt come le hahaha.. ltr gt the tok at first i was reading physics till i heard them laughing and i looked and i laughed too ai ya bored! okok.. nth really happen todae i went out with xin after sch we went to have kfc at north point.. hehee we chat alot and i realise i am a happy person haha.. but there are memories over at the kfc haha dun say le den we went wallk outside northpoint and its hot man! so we went back np i asked her wan to go back sch throw ball mar? she sae want.. out of a sudden i really feel like going back we took bus and in the end we didnt go back instead we took one whole round all the way to chong pang tis really remind me alot of things we once quarrelled and we took the bus one whole round too without toking haha.. onli if u remember eh? hahahhaha ok.. den xin went my house.. and we wen to buy bubbletea with grace.. i send xin home ltr.. thoughts went through my mind when i am walking back alone its windy.. a strong sense came into my heart when i see the bus i looked inside but i sees nth haha onli see shadow of ppl hahahaha wrong sense but izzit really wrong? hahahha dunno bar ok nth to bog le.. cya..
3:55 AM
Wednesday, March 01, 2006:
ok let me update again hehe todae ar?? so so lor... sch!! boring!! i was studying the WHOLE NIGHT for physics!!! and didnt touch my math in the end?!!! alemak!! ar theng didnt come xp xp xp i was looking at si yuan and he was like giggling and we laugh out loud in the end hahahaha we were all praying why cant be mr goh didnt come??? cause many of us didnt revise math hahahaha!! okok.. let me see.. nth good happen yesh!! during recess when the recess was ending [nt going to say] but it brighten my dae haha.. chinese lesson!!! funny things!!! YONG SIANG!!! haha.. jasper was saying.. "lao shi!! wo kan bu dao!" when ling lao shi was putting the OHB den ling lao shi reply "lao shi kan de dao" den ltr when she took away the transparent paper yong siang went forward and say...... "LAO SHI NI KE YI JIE WO NI QIAN MIAN DE NA GE MAR????!!!" THE WHOLE CLASS BURST OUT LAUGHING!!!!! the fact is.. yong siang was requesting for the paper but it sound as he wants ling lao shi's ***** hahahhaha!!!!!!! i was copying my work... and when i heard i burst out laughing!! i believe i am the one that laugh the LOUDEST! till ling lao shi look at me and sae those who laugh again copy 2 times! haha... she was also laghing but i believe she was quite pai seh haha.. funny yong siang.. hahahaha... haha!! one more thing!! pe!!!! we did 50 JUMPING JACKS! omg.. exhausted.. it was boring so i was actually jumping from right to left right to left and made zhen laughed so loud den i burst out laughing too and mr li went over.. looked at me and say "i realise u love to laugh!" "laugh so much will cause inner injuries!" haha and that makes me laugh even more! i dun take it as an insult ok.. it's a compliment haha LAUGHING IS GOOD haha.. and when zhen wa laughing she jump wiht one hand and mr ramesh came over "YEWZHEN! u jump with one hand?" and we burst out laughing again" hahahhahaa softball was fun todae! yessh! fun! we have game.. at the beginning bu hao wan laarh so bore... till i was there holding shilka's hand and dance hahaha i was the onli one out ermm... is out at 1 ok!! haha and grace was there saying "shimin! onli gt one out leh!" hahaha stupid grace! cause i am the one.. hahaha kar wee ask me to hit homerun and i cant!!! hahahhaha and when i hit like shit he was looking at me and laugh hahaha and marcus was there "SWING AR!" and i really swing.. miss! stupid ass.. and he seems so excited "batter swing ar batter swing" stupid hahahaha... but i dun mind hahahahha still gt wad leh yesh!! i throw ball with chye ning fun fun.. haha... stupid tsk tsk tsk i dunno wad is his name keep snatchign the ball from me and push me away when we see each other we onli tsk tsk tsk he know my name but i dunno his name.. haha.. i dunno why.. hahah ok i shall stop here!! update tmr!! cya!! "u will be lost if there is no laughters from SHIMIN!" |