today is chinese new year
first dae
i am now right at
my ar bei house
it is rather boring
that's why i online

when i first reach here..
the firt memories i have is
my cousin's wedding
26/11/2005
i miss that dae
my beautiful cousin

i didnt see her todae
i think she is in
france now..

i really miss that dae
i called him a pig
as he dun rmb i attend her wedding
i told gorf i ate alot of chocolate
telling him
i scare fattening
but he console me that i am nt

cylala was angry
cause i missed him
i was with popo
haha
xiao xiao is lost
i realise he was at the bottom
in the morning
haha
i'm ssrry

i told popo
that i woudlnt sob anymore
popo told me nt to..
popo...
i lost the battle
240 hearts
120+120=240

popo... wad shld i do???

i told myslef todae is chinese new year
i wouldnt sob
i jsut watched a very very nice show
the story saes
an ugly duck can nv become a swan
cylala sae it is nt

popo, cylala and xiao xiao is at home now
dun worry
i will take ang bao back for u guys
haha!!!
i took alot todae!!!

and and and!!!
they sae i become pretty le!!!
haha...
shirley jie jie
said i gt boyfrien
so wan to make up pretty pretty
let him see
haha...
u are right!!!
my dearest shirley jie jie
of course
i am in make up todae
haha
my sis...
put make up into my eye
stuck in my contact lense
haha

they also sae i slim down le
wahahahahhaa
i am so pleased!!!
hehehehehe
shirley jie jie even ask me
how i slim!!
hahahahahaha
welll.....
i didnt slim down any actually

and gorf called me fat gal..
that's sad hor?
but nvm...
haha
i am forgiving
and that's the fact isnt it??/
hahaha
at least we were still in the mood to joke

outt of a sudden...
i feel that i dun belong to his world
i shoudlnt hv get in in the first place
that is 2 world
it is really better for u to know
which world u belong to..
that will make u happier i believe =))

xiao xiao ask me look through her photos
and i did
i look
really different world
and since gorf choose there
i will stay there and wish him happiness
i let xiao xiao see
xiao xiao
agreed that she is pretty
but he ask me dun get sad
i will find mine one dae
haha

yesterdae i wen to watch fire works wor!!!
the fire works is nice
very very pretty
but nt as pretty
as the first one i see
that is the nicest fire works i see
although is nt big
is at yishun
but is still the nicest!
sry cylala
i didnt bring u there
too squeezy
i dun think u would like to go
haha

i went to pai pai aso
i prayed hard
for my family
myself
and gorf

i believe god had fulfilled my wish
for gorf
i toked to him
and i realise
he is happy=))
that's enough
really enough



''i am right here waiting

well..
i am in the mood to blog todae
i am studying hard for my a math test
tmr..
i told myself i am going to do well
i hope i can
cause i did
very badly for my physics
and that is the reason
why my mood sucks yesterdae

tmr i am taking back the paper
hope evrything will be alright
all of them did well
and i wonder why cant i??
wad has happen??
i dunno either
but since it has past
i think just let it past huh?
haiz..

well
i wan to blog wad happen todae
many things happen
especially during sb

nt really any boys came for trg
onli him
but very soon kar wee ang friends came

i saw gorf
i think he is nt happy
many things happen
but i didnt actually went to ask why

i didnt ask gorf either
i scare he will get irritated

since everything has past
den lt is past
since they has patched up
everything wil be already

i know gorf is very sad todae
i can see..
i didnt go tok to him
or sayang him
haha..
but i know he is sad

i had nv see him so mad before
but i promised
i shall nv interfere
i will
if onli he is willing to tell me

i just stood beside him silently
quietly
i dunnn wan him to notice
i see him walk pass me

but i still remain silent
i just wan to stay behind
seeing him blast the ball...
i know how mad he is
his sweat dripping down
like water running
good english ar???
hahaha
bullsit
haha!!

but i still stay at my old spot
and watch him sliently
luckily everythin is alright now

everyone shall stay happy!!!
and hope my physic!!
god bless me!!



'i will always be there

shimin is bored
and due to it
i feel like crying
with the song i am listening
it is really sad

saddness really come over me
i slpt at 3 yesterdae
talking on phone

some hiden mistery has uncovered
trust
has become a hurt to me
do u know?
the more i trust
the more hurt i am

i dunno i am actually the factor
tt pushed my love to it

stupid thing tt happen

i miss ur smile
yessh i do
i know it is back
but i can nv see it

but u can see my smile

i decided to stay aput here
behind u
since gt make everything restart
i gt to accept the fact

fate
i believe
if its mine..
i does nt need to do anything

ur smile
shimin

SHIMIN SERIOUSLY
JUST WANT TO SEE U SMILE
-________^

i can online le!!!!!!!
yesh yesh yesh
smile
--______^
omg
i just slip off
from the pillow i am sitting on
3!!!!
i know is is embarrasing
but i till gonaa tell u
why i sat on there
cause......
i a too short
hehee...
but hor!!!
i actually grow 2!!!!!
centermetre
hehe..
i know nt alot...
but i still hapy
now 158 e leh...
hehe
dun sae i am short le ok???
hahahhaa

welll.
first of all
i must thanks u...
u told me u will len me a shoulder
and support me
thanks

but.. simply
haiz...
sry
i cant...
sry

u told me u will be at the backstge
while i am onthe stage
i am touch
really i am
thanks

well...
many things actyually happened
i get a bad trick from someone
i dunno who
most probably someone
that hates me
maybe

i dun mean to misunderstood u guysi am sorry
reallyvery very sorry
haha
is misunderstanding
really
SORRY

but i want to tell that person
tis joke is nt funy!!!
i dun care who u are!
just get out o my world!
where hv i offended u!!
to play such a stupid trick on me??
i think u are just too boring right??

btw...
forever four
gt a new "role model"
hahaha...
i think i am too engrose into it
till zhen thought i m in love
haha!!
cause odae we gt a big chat in mac=))

but the "role model"
really make me and weixin
like siao??
haha
i think xin is more engrose
that crazy innocent gal

shimin is here to update le wor
well...
my com is spoiled..
haha

maybe is fate
mayny months ago
my com spoiled too
and we became
like STRANGER
maybe fate wants
to make everything start over again

when it is time to put down
do put down
if nt the one suffering shall be u

beauty always beat character
'beauty' is the title
we wrote for compo lately
i read few articles for ms soh
and i found that everything is true
and i realise
every words u told me
is actually an exuse for ur actions

maybe i shldnt have believe
making u a good person

17/1/2006 has ended
u gave me hope
but everything crushed again
although i might nt be in sch
but every information is there
so wad?
big deal?

i am writting in a frustrated mood
in weixin house
sry if there is any harshness

i dun believe in true love
nt anymore

i should be clever enough to know
character will nv beat beautty
even idiot can sense
but yet i am so stupid
to believe every words u said
and causing me to fall into
tis muddy field

i bathed
but the mud is still there

do it in open
dun be like a mouse
onli come out when there is no one

for the past few days
i hv been dreaming
almost everydae

everydae i missed u
EVERYDAE
but is the a single dae u will miss me?

i misses ur hug
i told linh
i dun mind if hugged
with ur mind away
with other ppl
she called me SIAO
well..
i believe i am
i hv been crying
and i am sick!
but do u know?
u cared?
bothered?

that's it
shimin is TIRE!
i am
really i am!




-with anger
shimin
19/1/2006

'u made me cried'
i.hate.you

play play play... forever darlinks... waiting for zhen tt time... haha... wad are they looking at??? hahahhahahahhha... shimin_yewzhen_weixin_mieulinh_

yong bu fen kai de hao peng you!!!!!!!! forever four!

wao! 1240 midnight
here is my story
haha
me and gorilla's story

it is nice to be a guy
wad if i become a guy one dae?
wad will happen?
how will i look
when i started to woo a gal?

wad kind of gal will i woo?
how i will look like?
with short hair?

how will it be like
when i start
going into
the blue boy's toilet
instead of the pink
girl's toilet?

how will i look like in long pants?
pants tt on the hip?

how will i be like?
to woo a gal
instead of waiting for a guy?

how will i be like
to break a gal's heart
instead of letting
a guy to break my hearT?

wao!
wonderful..
hahahhaa

i am going crazy
15/1/2006
over=))

my heart is numbed

no more sob shimin
2 more days
no more sob
i hope

hold her hand tight
tightly
dun let her off

the holding hand
tt use to hold me
no longer
turning cold
trying to set the fire on
but there is nt enough matches
it is raining
no matter how hard u try
the fire could nv be set up

i will keep on trying
try till the day
where my hand is bad tears
or burnt

hope the weather will turn nice
stop raining
but maybe
even when it stop
my hand is already
torn with ugly
scars

hope i wouldnt
get to see my hand tear

well...
long time didnt update le..
i am tire
really tire
sobbing
well
nah nah nah
i shall nt

i chose the path
of being his guardian angel
hope he will make his right choice
4 more days..
i sob
really sob
why time past so fast?

i realise that infront of him
there is so many path
orange, pink and purple
which one will he choose?
i make a chose for him
and i realise i pick pink
izzit fate?
i dunno
but i hope he really make his choice
who he is happy with
just hope he can stay happy like last time
the cheerful haha boy
he always is
=))

i love the song tian hui
very very nice
i started learning to sing too
haha
welll..

yesterdae i very muddy day
but there is still softball trg
at the beggining is
physical
we laugh off out head there
haha
coach coach coach
haha

i was caught in the mud bath
when i was catching for them
but i am happy catching yesterdae
i dunno why
first time i catch till so happy
i think u guys shld know why
haha..
but happy moment doesnt last..
really
it dun last...

make the right choice
i will be happy for u
"guardian angel"