A truly abandoned blog.
Ending of 2011 has marked as one of the saddest period in my life ever since the last breakdown in 2005. Has officially taken a year break from university. Went through the toughest period, getting over it, standing up again. Special thanks to people who has walked through this period with me. Endless crying, refuse to get out of bed, as if the world will turn me down.
dont.stop.
the world dont stop for you. stand up, from where you fall.

There too many things happening for the past 6 months, lost of track on what one really want. Cant recall anything to really blog about. life is changing, everyone is moving on. things change, and you cant step behind. Friends are all heading into NS. clique are gonna be in soon as well.

turning 21 in last than a month time. party by the poolside. please let the god love me and dont pour on that special day.
want something really special on this unique day, but what?

want to blog that much.
but whenever stepping into this page, keying in a words seems to take in so much effort.
tire.

that's all.

byelovely.


hate the feeling of loosing one.
我爱上的你并不能代替他。

i want to blog.
but i am too tire to do so at this moment.

i will do it tomorrow.
very the good night everyone.

people always say be forwards looking, dun look back.
but who dont.
who dun miss the past when they were younger and happier?
had the best time for the past 20 years.
perfect life granting everything i ever wanted.
people always say, a decision made, and there it changes everything.
without going into nbps, i wouldnt have known 858 clique. without going opss i wouldnt get to know fsome, softballers and every other things that happened.
now, without going NTU, what will happen to me?
i guess this is a decision that is gonna affect my entire life,
but a twist in life doesnt always mean a bad.
i tried, i cant, i go.

i always hope for the better, and i know, i can, because its me.
life changes, and when priorities changes, value set, no other people can affect your decision.
had been hoping for the past few weeks that let this decision made be the best decision, not certain but what will happen next. but at least, i know, i am happier.
truly happier.

maybe this is the most important thing. isnt it?

Neglected blog once again. LOL.
back to after graduation. started working in UOB from April to July. and it had been a really awesome three months of work. best bosses, best mates. working environment in TPY UOB had win over CBD area such as raffles. shorter hours of traveling, better food, lesser crowd. made future plan to work there in future. hahahahhaha!

anyway, what's the best was the greatest friends knew in UOB.
hyejune, sharon, esther and emeline (:
sometimes, you need not spend to much effort to make friends around you, because when what meant to be, it will be. when you are meant to be friends, they come to you.



traveled for a two days one night down to malacca. HORRIBLE BUS TRIP FOR HOURS. but nevertheless, we spend a fruitful night over there though we didnt manage to visit the water park.we used swimming pool to replace it! hahahaha
night time arrived and we visited the famous joker street. joker street was great. malacca was much better than what i had imaged. crowded but peaceful.
nice scenery, nice food.







really missed them very badly.
cant wait for the korea trip next year! (:

misses girls!
promised our uni tour!

5 june 2011
Graduation night (specially for clique)


thanks babe, for making the effort to book a hotel over at swissotel for the graduation night celebration. that night couldnt be any better. it wouldnt be the last night being together but at least, a night to celebration that last day of 3 years spending together in our higher institution education.

at least we know, we really have a bunch of best mates in poly, no matter how we came together as a clique (:
swissotel was really a nice place with nice scenery. and of course NICE BED! That we manage to squeeze 5 people on it, and sorry darling and xin yi for having to sacrifice your sleep on the chair and floor, freezing cold.

please dont believe if i say i am not going to sleep. because ended up i am just lying.
the fun time!

HELLO CLIQUE <3
the girls.the guys.drinking time turn out to one of the enjoyable moment. it had been really long since i drank this amount and get really happy throughout the night. and of course the very first drinking try for darling. AWESOME DRINKER! hahhahahahaha!




lie dead on the ground at the dot of 3, for most of us.
but it wasnt that bad, at least i manage to get up for 2 Macdonald fries and go back to sleep. hahahahha!

and at the same time.
TAKE CARE BUDDIES! Sherwin and Nelson. (:
enlistment is around the area that night, part of graduation celebration, its also a farewell to NS.
salute NS man! all the best (:

ended off with a really good lunch.
love yes.



cheers

when you realise how much memories a blog can bring you, you will make your mind up to maintain iand let it stay alive.
27 may 2011

happy graudation dinner merit winners (:

it was out of no where, which i have decided to attend the dinner with Denise. its hilarious not attending the major dinner for accountancy but instead this dinner. but definitely no regards to this dinner.
firstly, the atmosphere was really good,
secondly the FOOD was good,
thirds and most importantly, the MC was fantastic.
if only i can find him again within 10 years down the road, i will invite him to be the MC of my wedding dinner, like seriously.
he was totally awesome, knowing how to enlighten everyone, keep everyone alive and contribute much joy and laughters to the dinner.

anyway, once again, happy graduation!




officially, goodbye ngee ann.
(:

Happy Graduation 2011
26 May 2011.

3 years of higher learning in Ngee Ann Polytechnic has come to an end. Goodbye NgeeAnn, memories bring away will never be forgotten.
Thank you Ngee Ann for bringing me to another phase of my education and what's the best was, thank you Ngee Ann, for bringing me such a group of wonderful friends.

Friends come and go. time doesnt matter, what matters was the time spent together with each and everyone.

wanted to make a lengthy post with everyone, dig out photos from hard disk. and came to realise many things has happen throughout the entire three years. how a group was formed, from 3 to 6 to 5 to 11 and to 12.
amazing?

manage to really dig out many photos during year 1 semester 1.
when come to think about this is how my life started, its really hilarious.
hello babe and darling, remember you are the first people i hanged out with. hahahaha


then we have Sherwin.Markus.Weijie
from 3 we made it to 6. hello Markus, Hello Sherwin.

the serious gay partner







first time wearing formal, first time standing, making formal presentation.

the very first tutorial we had.


and how we disturb our classmate while they are having their presentation! (please notice i am at the back window with the clown face) i am sorry lynette, i didnt realise until now that i did that! hahhahahathe times we slack together in the library
the first time we gymed together.

the first stay over.


the first chinese reunion dinner we had at china town steambaot
then we manage to expand! with Denise, Darling Cynthia, and the rest joined in together

the times we have lectures
times we went out to shopping after school.
times we celebrated each other's birthday


time we lunch and play pool before going back for lesson

time we play inbetween lessons
times we do video making for our projects

times we gather for dinner.



times we make stay overs.




and not forgetting, together we went for the one day get away to JB. the times we make an awesome 2 hours walk up from singapore custom to malaysia custom. though we perspired and wet out tops, we never complain but laugh along the way.

remembered how the 12 of us were formed as one. please believe in fate, because i really do. Under Ngee Ann system, we have to bid our class in every semester on the dot and everyone crack the brain to see who can have the best internet system and fastest finger. and so coincidentally, 11 of us manage to come into a class. and out of the blue moon we decided to have an over night back at markus's place. and there we go, mahjiong, supper at geylang and big clique was formed.
this is how amazing life can be. at the right timing, anything can happen and everything can change.

and right now,
HAPPY GRAUDATION EVERYONE.
there we are coming to an end. i am glad we manage to spend all the times together with every ways to keep our poly lives as lively and enjoyable as it can be.

thank you for being such a group of wonder mates and definitely best company deep inside my heart.

thank you Janice, Cynthia, Denise, Bavani, Xin yi, Siao yun, Sherwin, Nelson, Leonard, Markus, Weide.and definitely a special thanks to my 3 dearly sisters (Denise, Cynthia, Janice) whom i am sincerely glad that i have met them in poly. we went through numbers of arguments but we never fail to make a perfect project mates. thank you for always being the pillar of support that i need. without you three, i never know how i can make it through. and of course, million thanks to daddy mommy and sis sis who made it all the way to attend my graduation ceremony. when i am up the stage receiving the awards, i know deep down they are the ones who really feel proud of me. thank you khongs (:









ONCE AGAIN,
official gratitude to everyone, especially to my clique who support me throughout, listening, sharing and laughing with me. what i harvest in this three years is much more than what i had given in.

thank you for being the best, thank you for being the best in me (:
i love you.


everything needs an ending to allow new beginning.
i guess i am ready(: